Keith "Two-Bit"

Baby

To be honest I didn't even want to make this
          I knew the topic I would talk about
          Was frowned upon and heavily debated
          Everybody thinks I'm happy but I'm not and this here is my confession
          How I let a girl destroy me and then
          Push me to the point of this depression
          Yeah I'm talking about that do or die (yeah)
          I'm talking bout that suicide (suicide)
          Got all these cars man but who gon' ride?
          Fucked my friend a couple times
          Told me all those fucking lies
          So I wrote a song so you could find out how I felt inside
          I swear to God I almost shot myself a couple times
          I should be dead
          So I had a talk with God and he told me it'd be hard
          So I asked if I could stay and he could take you instead (Amen)
          Remember all the shit that you was telling me?
          How you loved me and want nobody above me
          Now it's funny all the shit that you promised is just a memory (fucking lie)
          You gave me something to believe in
          Then you broke me into pieces and it's fucking with me mentally
          (I can't think straight)
          And I can't trust no other bitch
          Because I'm starting to see women as the enemy

I don't see you like I should
          You look so misunderstood
          And I wish I could help
          But it's hard when I hate myself
          Pray to God with my arms open
          If this is it, then I feel hopeless
          And I wish I could help
          But it's hard when I hate myself
          Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
          They bring out the worst in me
          Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
          If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
          All the core beliefs
          And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
          Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
          Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
          It's kinda weird
          Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
          That's more deceit, more defeat
          Is this really what I'm born to be?
          That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
          So poor, but I'm so wealthy
          Need help, but you can't help me
          What else can the world sell me?
          Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
          But it's not healthy
          I don't see you like I should
          You look so misunderstood
          And I wish I could help
          But it's hard when I hate myself
          Pray to God with my arms open
          If this is it, then I feel hopeless
          And I wish I could help
          But it's hard when I hate myself

Hello, hello
          Anybody out there?
          'Cause I don't hear a sound
          Alone, alone
          I don't really know where the world is
          But I miss it now
          I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
          Like a fool at the top of my lungs
          Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
          But it's never enough