TyNowGB(≧👅≦)

Vent post because it sucks not being able to say this to anyone : 
          So my older sister got a girlfriend.. but she stopped spending time with me :(
          
          I've tried to do stuff with her & she's had plans with me, but she does stuff with her girlfriend before she does it with me  
          
          And I gradually got really hurt because it kept happening and told her I don't want to do anything with her anymore.. it feels like we're drifting apart because I stopped seeking her out and she spends most her time with her girlfriend 
          
          There's times that we all do things together, but it feels like whenever I try to talk with her, her girlfriend brings up new topics or talks about something that's upset her..and my sister turns her attention to her. I have to repeat things over and over and my sister doesn't hear half the things I say. 
          
          But my sister's girlfriend was my friend too.. why does it feel like she doesn't like me for some reason now.. I told my sister and I asked her if she doesn't like me, but they both say that she does like me. Maybe I'm being paranoid ..
          
          Then I try sending them messages as well.. but they take days to a whole week to reply. But they still contact each other, I feel like they forget about me now that they're together 

I understand people's obsession with kitty toe beans now 

Hi @TyNowGB
          If ur still checking on wattpad still. I wanna say I am on long Hiatus here. 
          I have been more active on Instagram recently. So if u have a account, you can find me there. I am trying to focus on my studies and digital art more than writing.
          
          I really hoped we could still be friends and text more. But our lives are really busy isn't it?
          
          Remember you are one of my first friends online, so ur always welcome to text me.

I’m sorry everyone. Hectic schedule. Also, dms aren’t working for me. I can’t really reply to anyone. If you wanna talk to me, PLEASEEE don’t dm. Sorry Bella.. 

I decided to give myself a heart attack today. I.. made my heart skip soo many beats. I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love with 2D guys again... Yet again, I broke my promise... ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

My brain just went- *poof*
          
          Like, where'd you go? I really want to started writing my story again but... 

I... Need to following you because your reading list was AMAZING (♥ω♥*)

My dog.. She's like a jealous lover... Anything that takes away your precious attention deserves her annoyance...  
          
          Haiis~ She's so sensitive..

Why is life so hard.. I already got over mental breakdowns, but why did I have another one?? 
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          I think I'm too emotional.. ‹>±<›

When your only true loves are coffee and 2D guys... (눈‸눈) I'm in dire need of help..