You are amazing and remember that. I read your description thingy. And I want to say that I know people say they understand you, but you know they dont. I know I understand you to a limite not actually knowing what is going on to make you feel that way. The first time I started to cut was a age 8 and I've had depression for a long time I'm also very suicidal and emotional even tho I dont show it. I just want to say that I love you even though I dont know you. And you are thought of with much value and love in my eyes. Because I care and i know the feeling of self discouragement. I hope you feel happier soon even though it might be hard. Have a amazing day. Oh one more thing if you are strong still cutting I would say stop cutting but I know this message probably doesn't mean much to you so you probably won't listen when I say stop the cutting because o dont think I can say that when I am too so,
hide the blade, because it's hard when you get caught.
Many love,
C.C ❤