I know I never post but if you don't see me comment on your post or my friends that post stories don't see me. I won't be here for a while. I'm having a hard time eating and I almost did something selfish the other day but I don't wanna go into detail. So, I love you darlings very very much. I'm sorry for everything and if I don't come back in time, just know I'm probably still trying to make it through. But I'll back one of these days.