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im soooo sorry for you!!! And if I can say this, I know how you feel, I feel that way every second of my life. But im telling you now, dont kill your self and dont cut. and if u already do, pls stop because then thats just your soul getting taken over by pain and sorrow. Be strong and fight against your pain and fight for whats right. If u live by this:
YOU NEVER NO HOW STRONG YOU
ARE TILL STRONG IS ALL U HAVE!!
Then you can do anything and be anything and be strong.