I hate how i always worry about the future always worrying losing a love one, always worrying about my grandma be gone my parents sister brother cousin friends, plus im the youngest in my family, im gonna face death from love ones till im next everytime i dont wanna think about it makes me even more worry nervs scared, im seeing my parents and siblings are growing older and it makes me so scared how time flies so fast and soon its their time, always worrying about friends loved ones leaving mr behind, i cant handle this anymore i keep saying to myself that "its fine, its gonna be many years psh, dont tell anyone about this,zip your mouth,if you tell them this they'll think you wanna grab attention" it has bugging me for years 2020 was 2 years ago 2018 was 4 years ago
