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hi hello long time no talk. hehe 
          
          coming on here to say that after 7/8 years of stanning nct (from predebut) i am finally seeing nct dream live. i've been with nct since they were rookies and i had the pleasure of seeing 127 live in 2019. as this is my longest standing social media and as i had written nct fan fiction when they were well pre nct. the thought of looking back at all both makes my heart swell and makes me absolutely sick. i was 12 when i first fell in love with the neos and now as a 19 yr old i am still very much in love. i think growing up with your interests is so endearing, especially for me when it comes to nct dream the literal icons of growth. i don't really know what i was amounting to but i think it is a beautiful culmination of my time in fandom culture. i think i want to say that its okay to be in love with your special interests at any age and that i just wanted to talk about how i'm feeling about this concert especially because i'm sentimental about it. i hope everyone is doing well and staying safe and healthy. 
          
          until the next time 
          rin <3

[NOTICE] 
          (me as an ent comp announcing a non contract renewal?? sorry.. sorry...)
          
          it has been an absolute joy to be on this site/app for 7 years or so. i owe my childhood, my closest friends, and my life to wattpad. which, is kind of terrifying and worrying. writing and that fanfiction has always been a hobby and a way to escape my day to day life and put my maladaptive daydreaming into words. i don't really think i was particularly good at it but i had fun. i really wish i was able to wrap up any lose threads with my stories, some of which i just foolishly jumped into. it really has been a ride whether it is phases, fandoms, or even communities i have encountered. i won't delete anything and maybe somewhere a long the lines of me being in college (oh my god) i find the motivation and the spirit to keep writing, i may. but for the time being i want to say i will officially "close" (?) this account. i won't leave stan culture at all i am still unfortunately very much in it. my disc is in my bio but my dm's are always open if you want to chat or follow me on twitter !! thank you to everyone i have met a long the way. stay safe, stay healthy and i love everyone !! 
          
          p.s. i am aware my bio has 2 different nct dream songs they fit my message ok... 
          
          big hugs to everyone !!! 
          - rin <3

HI RINNNNNN!!! HOPE UR DOING OKIEE <3333 MISS U TONS <3333

holy wow it’s been so long how have u been? idk if u remember me but yeah hope ur going well luv :) 

GUYS I THINK ITS OFFICIALLY BEEN 7 YEARS SINCE IVE BEEN ON THIS APP DAMN (with this account, god knows how long i’ve been on my normie accs) thankful for all the friends i’ve made along the way <3333 a lil update on me i have a concussion LOL but that’s like not important college is hard and is a fraud don’t do it guys. i’m kidding. i hope everyone is doing well at this point this acc is kinda like a keepsake memory type thing for me about my like <childhood> or what not. however knowing how delusional i can get there’s no telling a comeback. stay safe and ily !!! 
          
          - rin!!!! 

bring back the old books ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

chronic online take but i-land is just idol blue lock <3 
          
          
          i am still on hiatus and very much suffering in college ! i hope everyone is healthy <3

college sucks man hope you're surviving. im in semester 2 rn

hello friends long time no see i am so sorry but as a freshman what the FAWK (college freshman) i knew things would be rough but things r like rough like ooh ur at one of the top universities yea ok i bullshitted my way thru hs and now it's backfiring. i'm so sorry i have just left i hope everyone is doing well.. idk if i will ever come back to like write but idk it was nice while it lasted i will leave u w one thing, read tougen anki <3 i'm not even in an anime OR a kpop phase but every tougen anki character is so hot. 
          
          much love, rin 

hi omg good luck for college :]