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Also what should I go about the boy I am interested in him but I tried following him on instagram and he didn’t follow me back and my sister is his friend and told me to unfollow him and wait till I see him in person but I probably won’t see him till summer and I did speak to him on FaceTime cause my sister planed it but I don’t think the convo was flirty, I actually need help cause he seems so cool and he was really funny and talkative when we spoke but nothing else happened like it was literally yesterday

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Also what should I go about the boy I am interested in him but I tried following him on instagram and he didn’t follow me back and my sister is his friend and told me to unfollow him and wait till I see him in person but I probably won’t see him till summer and I did speak to him on FaceTime cause my sister planed it but I don’t think the convo was flirty, I actually need help cause he seems so cool and he was really funny and talkative when we spoke but nothing else happened like it was literally yesterday

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Guys I need to tell this to someone. As I black girl I find it hard to have romantic relationships with people because I live in a predominantly white area and the few black people there in my school that are literally 2 people like one of them is in a relationship and I feel like he doesn’t like black girls and the other one I wasn’t attracted to him simply but like now I like a boy that’s from Moroccan and I know that he likes black girls and all of his friends are basically black but he doesn’t live in my area which is find the problem is that I have been called whitewashed a lot and that stuck in with me and whenever I have the opportunity to try and persue smth with black boys I feel like I’m not like enough I know it sound weird but everyone always says I’m whitewashed so whenever I talk to a black boy I second guess everything I do and I ofc act like myself but I always have that in mind