Valerina

i LOVE the greatest showman.

Life is kinda confusing.
          I think im asexual.
          I think im happy? But also not because it kinda fades real fast.
          Like for example:
          „Hey (name) we are going to the circus!“
          Me: „WOAH RLY?“
          *actually are in the circus for an hour*
          Me: (I just wanna go home..)
          
          Also i try to take care of myself, my mom said i can have a tt acc or basically be allowed to upload my own videos( im using the website for now) if im capable of taking care of myself because she’s scared of the fact i could become rude and bitchy. And i really try, but im randomly so drained and can’t do it. Sure i eat and drink, but i think of myself that im a lazy ass bitch and should move my fucking bones but i can’t. 
          
          And I don’t want a therapist or anything, it’s just unnecessary drama probably and im diagnosed with „she’s just a lazy bastard who doesent wanna do anything“. 
          I swear im not, once I start something im rly good at it. But I can’t find the motivation to start.
          
          Anyway, here i am ranting about something useless. 
          See yall pookies :p

Im gonna let my story’s marinate a bit.
          Cuz im currently busy cleaning the ENTIRE house, with my mom. And i have to visit a relative aswell soon, a lot of chaos.

Should i start another story while also writing creepy crawlies about most old countries just randomly reappearing?

So like, my „talk to my countryhumans“ has 102 views already. 
          And creepy crawlies has 88 and is way older.
          Can someone tell me why the story i put effort into has less views , and solarwar aswell. Like I rewrote most of the chapters already to revive it, argahagaga

New headcanon: UK/Britain loves metal and heavy metal in general, but no one expects it except France (they were guitar buddys) cuz hes so .. polite.. and that he still has his old jacket somewhere \\^ω^\\

I think im gonna post doodles or other stuff more on Pinterest than on here, cuz i post all the stuff im proud of on here and everything else mostlymon Pinterest :P
          (12 followers on wattpad, yay :3)

Crazy situation.
          So i was at mc Donald’s, and grimace was back i guess.
          And the first thing I saw when i arrived was 3 teenager running out. But one of the teenagers was carrying the fucking paper cutout of grimace and just ran

I added Volga Germany to my country book!
          
          „But Valerina! Volga Germany is an ethnic group not a country!“
          
          I don’t care , im gonna add non countries to my country book especially for countries just because if feel like it >:)
          
          Also im also interested in other things than just country history, like yes sir give me Volga Germany and  everything else.

Update on that one guy in my class that kept my drawing (scroll lower or smth). He’s officially part of the friend group.
          First of all I introduced him to hetalia, he worships the Ivan/russia keychain i gave him: „he’s a cutie“ is his description of Russia.
          He knows „THE HOLE“  (did you see the copy of the greatest movie of all time?  Yk yk)
          
          Im also im hired as his school sister now cuz im basically a shorter copy of his sister personality wise and a bit appearance wise :P
          She draws aswell but im basically living social anxiety sometimes , so i can’t talk to her. And everytime we go to her he just goes there to annoy her or- bark at her? :d (I don’t have siblings is this normal)
          
          ANYWAY, he is NOT homophobic since he reads GL ( plus point )
          
          Now I gotta watch doctor stone cuz he recommended it to me.