Hi everyone!
Don't know if you guys going to read this message. But it's okay if you don't. But, I just want to let you know that this might be the last time that I'll be able to update my stories.
But it doesn't mean that I'll stop writing, but... It's just... I'm not sure if I'll be able to update anymore.
Sure, I'm physically able to write. But I'm not mentally able to do so.
Is like every day I wish that I won't be able to wake up in the morning.
I always get irritated on almost everything. And I feel empty at everything I do, as well.
I always feel dizzy and tired. Without doing anything, and, even doing something. Before, during, and after doing something I feel tired.
I cried for no reason. I always feel sad and lonely all the time. Like, everything is worth for nothing at all. But at the same time, I also feel guilty for not doing so.
I can't think straight nor concentrate on my tasks.
But.
I'll try to wake up every morning. And sleep every night.
And try to write, even a sentence.
Thank you.