Red (they/he)

sir I need to do some ranting 
          TW: Self-harm, PTSD-? Depression
          
          So I lost my dad back in 2016/2017, He was on a business trip and he had a heart attack while driving. I get mild anxiety/panic attacks when I think about death/My dad. I use a coping mechanism for stress, which is either biting myself or cutting. My stepdad (My dad's twin, whom my mom got married to) and mom are mainly not at my house, so I have grown up on my own. They usually aren't at the house for work, sports, (I have 2 brothers who play soccer) or shopping. I don't know what to do, everything seems fake, unreal, or off. I feel like I'm just a small thing in this giant place. Nothings new. I'm just doing the same thing over and over again. :(
          
          TLDR: im sad. 

wtf guys im on ao3 now chill

Idk if u are active still but pls report WhisperingWills they have been harrasing people

im losing my shit before today ive never met someone in person who actually read my fics in 2020 

if youre interested in my writing…
          
          ive moved to ao3 !! im no longer writing romance, no longer creating characters (for fics, that is); i have gone on to write soon-to-be found family tommy-centric!! i also want to write wilbur-centric at one point, so if that interests you go check me out on ao3 @UltraRedMonstr :)

FIRST CHAPTER OUT
          
          “Close Your Eyes, My Butterfly” on ao3 (under UltraRedMonstr). the first chapter has been posted
          
          im so excited

BETA READERS PLS
          
          hi thanks for paying attention to me but i need beta readers desperately.
          
          dms if interested

ignoring historically accurate information cuz its stupid and you have a story to write >>>>
          
          GUYS MEN IN ANCIENT GREECE WERE LITERALLY 5’2 WHAT

I DIDNT ANNOUNCE MY POST NOOOOOO 
          
          now that i have your attention, go see my last announcement bc i think i forgot to turn the setting on

I NEED BETA READERS
          
          now that i have your attention, yes tis true. i need beta readers to (obviously) give criticism, but also to hold me responsible for writing bc i only write like 600 words per week which is so bad.
          
          dms if youre interested !!