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I JUST LOST LIKE AN HOUR OF DRAWING BECAUSE MY PROGRAM GLITCHED I SWEAR IM GONNA BREAK MY COMPUTER

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@starsofthemorning Pretty good actually? Its a weird feeling being actually sort of content with myself for once but I just haven't had anything really happen besides a couple fights with my mom but I've found some really good supportive friends to sorta help me through it. Sometimes I still get the urge to cut or purge and though I'm not proud of it sometimes I still do its not been as bad as it has a lot of other times (4 weeks clean :D) Newsies went SUPER GOOD and moms letting me actually hang out with my friends sometimes now. Thanks for checking in <3 *hugs* luv u!

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Umbreon_draws

@starsofthemorning *hugs* I  have been dw!
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@starsofthemorning *hugs* I've just had some lunch and i' m just kinda chilling alone at home rn so I'm doing ok
            Ik being off my meds would be a good thing but I'm all out of my Ritalin ( ADHD med) so its kinda not but I've been able to at least function without them so that's ok
            
            I'll try to take more care of myself I promise <3
            Ilyt!
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@starsofthemorning Hii sorry I've been offline for a bit but my mom took away all my electronics till I turned in my late work 
            
            Tysm for this it seriously made me cry also 47 notifs?? In two days? That's the most I've ever gotten
            I'm talking with my counselor about transferring to the other English teacher for our grade that teaches that bell and at least according to all my friends mrs. M is the shit and they all love her
            
            I know I'm more important than school work but my body basically functions on cortisol and adrenaline when under stress which is not good especially for someone who has a history of not eating/ sleeping when under pressure and Idk how to stop it from doing that (+ I'm out of my meds so yay ig) 
            
            *hugs* thank you so much I don't know how to like express this but like you're such a good friend to me <3 ily
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@starsofthemorning Idk I'm completely fucking failing English which she had to announce to EVERYONE in the class and she is threatening to kick me out of honors which would fuck up my whole schedule so that's the 3rd time she's made me cry And when she asked why I had a ton of missing work I told her I didn't know and she completely tore into me today 
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          I purged again last night I don't know why but I'm so fucking mad at myself for it it just kinda happened in a blur of everything I was clean of it for 10 months ten fucking months almost a year and I just broke last night under a ton of things that were happening and when I'm really stressed I usually feel like I'm going to vomit and I got that feeling and Idk like I said it was a blur but somehow my hands ended up down my throat from there and...
          Im sorry I took a while to respond lysm thanks