UmmuInTheSoop

2 chapters of Love Under The Peachglow Skies, 1 Intro chapter of Hearts Beneath The Spade pubished.

UmmuInTheSoop

Though I could get a new start? Well guess I was wrong. I am such a monster to all of you that I just don't deserve one. I hope that I don't lose what I have because of your stupid little mouths blabbering to everyone to be warned about me just because of a stupid little mistake you couldn't handle. so you choose to spread it everywhere.
          
           I hope you feel proud of yourself for making someone's life horrific because giving them a chance for a new life is playing with fire. I hope you feel proud that you won and I lost. I hope you feel proud that you went left where nothings right, yet I chose to go right where nothing's left.
          
          I hope you feel proud. That you took it all, and you made me fall. Don't fight it. I'll bear it as much as I can. You keep doing your thing on spreading. Cuz apparently that's all you know.

UmmuInTheSoop

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I'm not that person anymore and I don't want to experience more of that again. Stop looking through other peoples eyes and blocking me through malicious rumours that are spreading just because of a incident that happened 3 months ago. 
          
          Can I not get another chance either? I know you all are fucking reading this and I know you guys are too scared to come out to me and confront me. If you don't want to understand to move on, then I will do it for you. I will prove to all of you that I can be better if I want to, I will do it because you said I couldn't. Mark my words.