Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

STFU i just realized something. 
          	
          	so we all know how in season 1 of haikyuu, kageyama gives hinata his first toss (in a game) at the 3-on-3. but i realized that when hinata yells kageyama's name and kageyama gets the flashback, he's not just tossing to hinata because he's there when no one else was before (as the flashback is meant to signify), he's tossing to hinata because he doesn't want to let hinata down the same way he was. he knows that crushing feeling of not being trusted, even hated because of your abilities, and he would've given anything for his teammates to trust him again after they abandoned him at that middle school game. so while kageyama is technicallyjust using hinata because he's already in the air, he's actually projecting his own hurt onto the situation and resolving that he never wants hinata to feel that same weight because of him. which is also an attempt to amend for his past attitude because hinata *has* felt that way because of him. not necessarily the abandonment (kageyama and hinata were never teammates to begin with), but that same mistrust.
          	
          	now as a kagehina shipper i *may* be reading too much into this but what can i say? my english teachers have always taught me to read between the lines so...

unstable-pan-mess

@Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0 wait a damn minute…. ahhhhhhh you’re right!!!! jaw has fallen to the floor
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Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

STFU i just realized something. 
          
          so we all know how in season 1 of haikyuu, kageyama gives hinata his first toss (in a game) at the 3-on-3. but i realized that when hinata yells kageyama's name and kageyama gets the flashback, he's not just tossing to hinata because he's there when no one else was before (as the flashback is meant to signify), he's tossing to hinata because he doesn't want to let hinata down the same way he was. he knows that crushing feeling of not being trusted, even hated because of your abilities, and he would've given anything for his teammates to trust him again after they abandoned him at that middle school game. so while kageyama is technicallyjust using hinata because he's already in the air, he's actually projecting his own hurt onto the situation and resolving that he never wants hinata to feel that same weight because of him. which is also an attempt to amend for his past attitude because hinata *has* felt that way because of him. not necessarily the abandonment (kageyama and hinata were never teammates to begin with), but that same mistrust.
          
          now as a kagehina shipper i *may* be reading too much into this but what can i say? my english teachers have always taught me to read between the lines so...

unstable-pan-mess

@Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0 wait a damn minute…. ahhhhhhh you’re right!!!! jaw has fallen to the floor
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Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

okay people need to stop making future AUs where Nino is a famous dj. let's be honest here people, not all of our favorite characters will end up getting exactly what they want. also, Nino doesn't WANT to be a dj! people forget that he actually aspires to become a film director. personally, i think he doesn't get to be one of those either but falls somewhere in between. for example, a music producer would be perfect for him. and he's not famous because music producers rarely are, but he would get to work with some pretty big-name artists because of his connections to Adrien, Marinette and her future business, and having met Jagged Stone and all that.

strawberryisjuicy

I haven’t experienced that— but what you said is true
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Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

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went to see hamilton last night. absolutely lost my mind. cried more than i think i ever have over smth that’s not real. i cried during the first fucking song!! smh but anyway it was amazing and my brain is still pumped full of serotonin so new chapters may be coming faster. well not really i’m just gonna be writing them lol, i only post when i remember to 

Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

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okay i never really paid much attention to him before, but Dark Shadow is so fucking adorable!! i just wanna hug him and cuddle him because he's such a sweet lil bean 

unstable-pan-mess

@Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0 he is aint he…. i love him <3
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strawberryisjuicy

From which fiction??
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Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

just posted a new story i've been working on, it's really dark so i will warn you...
          the ship is iwaoi and i hope people read it cuz i think this is my best work so far

Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0

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i- is it possible to have a minor seizure or at least frequent muscle seizes while having a panic attack because of how hard you're sobbing? bc that happened to me yesterday. i'm on my period so hormones are absolutely fucked, and i couldn't stop crying because by dysphoria was really bad and i was having OCD attacks and my kept getting yelled at by my parents for shit. i eventually stated screaming and convulsing on the ground and couldn't breathe.  is that normal-

unstable-pan-mess

@Unable_to_FuNcTioNx0 don’t think that’s normal by neurotypical standards but as far as mental disorders go i’d say that’s on the worse side of medium…? idk i’m not a psychologist, tho i want to be. drink some water, it’s gonna be alright
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