Jordan

I watched Wandavision last night, and I'm soooooo confused, like one second, Vision is drunk, and the next Wanda is pregnant???

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so I asked around 2 weeks ago?? but if you go scroll down, you'll notice that I asked for writers (and editors!) that wanted to help me write a winterspider au. I will be needing a couple of people who are able to help with character development, dialogue, and fighting scenes! send me a private message if you're interested!!!

imma bout to throw something. my older sister is like;
          
          "so i'm just got home from work, but im tired. do the dishes."
          
          and i was like, "wtf no o-O"
          
          twety min later i was washing dishes and now I didn't even finish because i have a shitload of homework to do but nOOOOO
          
          GOD FORBID VANESSA GET OFF HER ASS AFTER DOING NOTHING EXCEPT WIPE A FEW WINDOWS AND STEAL FOOD FROM THE KITCHEN WHEN SHE WAS AT WORK. WHILE I WAS AT HOME DOING MY SCHOOL WORK BECAUSE MY PARENTS GAVE ME  A DEADLINE OF 12/15 SO SHIT. I'M LITERALLY 5 YEARS YOUNGER THAN HER AND I'M GONNA BE DOING MY FIRST JOB WHILE SHE BARELY LIFTS A FINGER AT HOME. WHAT THE HELL.
          
          thank you for coming to my ned talk.

day 4 and i think that my sister saw it, but she didn't say anything....

hung up a demi-panromantic hand-drawn flag on my wall 2 days ago.... no one has noticed yet.... [will update y'all about the situation soon]

PANIC ATTACK MODE (part 2); so when i was searching things up; i realized that I already knew that i was pansexual. which kinda made it easier. and this link brought me to urban dictionary where the definition for Demipanromantic was
          
          When someone can be romantically attracted to anyone regardless of gender, but only when they know and trust them well enough to feel that way.
          
          and i was like, shit this is EXACTLY how I feel (and felt back then with the guy mentioned earlier) and I'm sorta panicking because wow this is a lot to unpack rn, but on the other hand i'm also like "took you long enough to figure this out you dimwit" and i was wondering if anyone is or knows anyone Demipanromantic so that I could talk to them so that I could sort out my feelings??? also thank you to anyone actually reading this <33 love y'all

PANIC ATTACK MODE (part 1); SO THESE PAST FEW DAYS I'VE REALIZED THAT WHENEVER MY SISTER SHOWED ME A PIC OF THIS 'REALLY HOT GUY', I WOULD BE LIKE "yea that's cool, but have you realized how I don't like people just because of their physical traits?" and then I would realize that when I had a 'crush' it was basically me forcing myself to have feelings for a guy who I felt I had really strong connection to back when we hung out alot. a couple of months pass and we disconnect and the fuse sorta kinda went out for me. We don't at all anymore because he's in different classes, and the only reason that I still 'felt something' for him was because my friends kept pushing me about how I felt about him. and me being super anxious was like 'yea I really like him *debbie ryan hair twirl* and today I was like to hell with this and went onto the handy dandy internet and I'm really confused because my sexuality is a mess rn.

my nose is burning... is this normal or is this what it feel like to snort smarties? 
          
          weather update: i've been sick all day and zoom calls are a pain in the butt :(

When your mom is gonna make you quit a club you joined to socialize, because you have 10 missing assignments that YOU'VE DONE BUT THE TEACHERS HAVEN'T GRADED: ...