Without her he felt nothing, as he looked at the dull sky which remains black and white.. He realized how she was now gone, he had been treating her awfully wrong. As he walks on the depths of the cliff, as he wonders if he shall jump thinking about her waking up in bed with that amazing smile as she woke up that glow in her face also as her hair slowly falls in her face. He thinks to himself how could he live without her?? When he is with her he feels everything in which he couldn't explain, he saw colors in which he never saw. But he had ruined it, he had hurt her.. He felt the guilty ness eating him