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Ballet was great today haha
Cried because my feet were cramping and I couldn't breathe, and idk about anyone else but hyperventilating whilst trying to dance isn't the easiest thing to do.
I got myself under control which is fine and I came home and mum was in a bad mood which is fine cos I thought I'd just do my own thing and try to stay out of her way.
Haha that plan failed within two seconds cos when I got a plate out of the cupboard and accidentally bumped into her (which I'd like to add, happens often in that corner and we just laugh) and she was just like "hey, you could've said excuse me"
And I could've, but I haven't before and I was like fuck she's mad and just sorta stood awkwardly before leaving
But she does that bitchy talk behind my back shit 24/7 and just goes to dad "oh well she's gonna be moody now isn't she" and starts bitching
And like... no? I left to avoid conflict because she's stressed out being in a tiny kitchen with two other people, I was perfectly like neutral lol
And promptly starts crying the minute I hit my bed but then someone walked down the hallway and I was like whoops my face is red fuck off
But now I'm fine lol had a shower and am just sitting in my room avoiding everybody
....but she cut me the orange I had previously wanted so that's nice