Undercover_P33p

Peeps,
          	
          	This is just a notice to let you know that all my current works will be put on hold til September, this means my fanfics, my applyfics and my creator thing. This is because I need some time to write without any deadlines since I have written two paragraphs total in the last two weeks.
          	So yeah, they will still be posted, just paused and hopefully I will have alot of chapters written by the end of the summer so I can post more regularly

CrowIsAnIdiot

@Undercover_P33p Okiii!!! *Hands you a coffee and some sugar packets*
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Undercover_P33p

Peeps,
          
          This is just a notice to let you know that all my current works will be put on hold til September, this means my fanfics, my applyfics and my creator thing. This is because I need some time to write without any deadlines since I have written two paragraphs total in the last two weeks.
          So yeah, they will still be posted, just paused and hopefully I will have alot of chapters written by the end of the summer so I can post more regularly

CrowIsAnIdiot

@Undercover_P33p Okiii!!! *Hands you a coffee and some sugar packets*
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Undercover_P33p

Peeps...
          
          Okay, so I'm gonna try my hardest to get a chapter out tomorrow and then two on Sunday since I missed the last time 
          But honestly idk how that gonna go bc I gotta do that, clean my room, do homework and not be on my phone for hours on end
          
          Let's just hope my brain pulls through T.T

CrowIsAnIdiot

@Undercover_P33p 
            *Hands you a box of Junior Mints because yes*
            Anyways, I'ma go check on mah cats and watch MLP (bc YES), GO GET YOUR CHORES DONE AND DRINK SOME DAMNED WATER
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Undercover_P33p

@CrowIsAnIdiot    oh I would love one
            Thank you my dear
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CrowIsAnIdiot

I finished the OC for you! Feel free to change or use him in anyway you want, you've adopted him now. 
          
          Name: Oliver Robin Goldenheart.
          
          Age & B-day: 14 years old, born on July 8th.
          
          Gender & Pronouns: Male, uses He/Him/His pronouns.
          
          Sexuality: Bisexual (attracted to females, males, and a gender people), and Aro/Ace.
          
          Species: Human(?)
          
          Power(s): Aquatic Adaptation (When fully submerged in any body of water, he has the ability to turn hands and feet webbed, and gills become visible on command.)
          
          Appearance: Cropped blonde hair, dark brown eyes, honey colored skin. (When in "Aquatic Form", he has blue fins). Usually wears gray and blue clothes (along with gold-framed glasses).
          
          Profession/School: Freshman year of highschool, makes ghost hunting videos online, often with friends.
          
          Family: Ruby Goldenheart-Mother. Aaron Jay Goldenheart-Father.
          
          Relationship status: Single & sad.
          
          Personality: Extroverted, often first to start and carry conversations. He loves talking to others and has an amazing sense of humor. He dislikes sports, but is greatly devoted to his ghost hunting channel. He is very open about his power and sexuality, and is very kind and accepting toward others.
          
          Lore/Background: Both of his parent share his power, and they live by a lake. He lives a happy life with his parents, going to a normal human school but finding friends with powers like him. He leads a relatively normal and fun life.

CrowIsAnIdiot

It's so hard to, though :sob:
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Undercover_P33p

@CrowIsAnIdiot     You just need to resist the urge and your good
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CrowIsAnIdiot

!!IMPORTANT!! Please Read The Following Message:
          
          This message is written by "Internet Strangers Who Care About Your Mental Health" (ISWCAYMH). As the only current member and therefore leader of ISWCAYMH, I threaten violence if any beings reading this do not drink some water and take any medications/vitamins.
          Thank you for your time!
          
          ~Crow, Internet Strangers Who Care About Your Mental Health.

Undercover_P33p

Y'know whats crazy?
          
          I remember this time last year as if it was perfectly
          I went to a pride even with my school
          HOT TO GO! played
          I remember my friends birthday that would have been celebrated in like three days
          i can remember all of that as if it just happened and wasnt a year ago
          
          Its been so long...
          I have a love hate relationship with nostalgia

CrowIsAnIdiot

@Undercover_P33p Same here. My mom started talking about our old home today, I remember our old house and my friends and the lake we used to go to. I like knowing I remember everything, but hate it because I'll never see it again.
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Undercover_P33p

Okay, so Im gonna try something
          
          Im gonna explain some of the stuff that happens with my gender incase any of you know what it could be, you dont have to know its just to see
          
          Okay, so the main thing is I kinda have trouble with feelings anyway, so I dont really know what it would feel like to be a certain gender cus you really cant explain that. But somethings can like affect how I feel about my gender, like the people im around, the things im doing, what im listening to/watching
          
          So for example when I do my dance class I tend to feel more NB ...for some reason, honestly idk why, but in our show, we're wearing this really pretty leotard, sparkly, skirt things, and I feel so fem and pretty in it
          
          But then in my school I tend to feel either NB or masc leaning while in my class, not all the time but some times
          
          When I go swimming it really can go either way
          
          When doing exercise its usually masc
          
          
          Yeah, if any one knows anything, tell me, if you dont its fine, if im just overthinking everything and need to have a mental reset tell me that

Undercover_P33p

@Hylla_Twice-Kill_   bro how do you know all this stuff, like all ik is random facts that are slightly concerning
            Thank you sm
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Hylla_Twice-Kill_

@Undercover_P33p Kool!!! 
            Whatever you feel comfortable with! 
            Also you said you felt numb? 
            It's called Anhedonia, you can search it up.
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