UneededChild

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I don't have a fucking clue what I'm supposed to do. I hate being a female object and crying because it feels like I'm not supposed to do that with whats going on. I hate this I really do.  But not going to stop them.  Things change and I get that. I have no clue if I want things to change or not this is happening so quickly I don't know what to do. I know I've been acting different for the past couple of days, Yeah I know I've been quite and not talking as much around you or some of my other friends.  I'M NOT ASKING FOR ATTENTION I PROMISE, IF I WAS THEY'RES DIFFERENT WAYS I COULD GET IT WITHOUT BEING LIKE THIS, I PROMISE YOU.  I don't mean to sound rude there either. I think I made a bad decision by listening to sad nightcore song like numb and safe and sound,  oh especially coming home that's the one the made me cry.  Way da go song!. Anyway I have to get ready for my hell whole of a school so long for now.  (I'm really sorry)

UneededChild

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I don't have a fucking clue what I'm supposed to do. I hate being a female object and crying because it feels like I'm not supposed to do that with whats going on. I hate this I really do.  But not going to stop them.  Things change and I get that. I have no clue if I want things to change or not this is happening so quickly I don't know what to do. I know I've been acting different for the past couple of days, Yeah I know I've been quite and not talking as much around you or some of my other friends.  I'M NOT ASKING FOR ATTENTION I PROMISE, IF I WAS THEY'RES DIFFERENT WAYS I COULD GET IT WITHOUT BEING LIKE THIS, I PROMISE YOU.  I don't mean to sound rude there either. I think I made a bad decision by listening to sad nightcore song like numb and safe and sound,  oh especially coming home that's the one the made me cry.  Way da go song!. Anyway I have to get ready for my hell whole of a school so long for now.  (I'm really sorry)

UneededChild

Hey sorry that I haven't posted in awhile,  schools just being annoying a bit and sadly I'm failing already.   Anyway I'll post my chapter tomorrow at 10:30 or 11:10  so its read to read for most of you in the morning,  or if your a night owl you get to read it then.  I wanted to post something thats been bothering me but I'm just going to keep it way way down where it can never come out (thanks Unikitty). Anyway so Halloween is coming up so it would be awesome if some of you told me what your costumes are or what your doing on that holiday.  So goodbye for now  thanks for reading.