My amazing big brother, I love and miss you more than words can describe. I wish I could have visited before you left but someday I'll see you and make you even happier. I wish you didn't go but you are out of pain. It sucks but it's life. I'm doing my best at keeping our promise <3 I'll try to never break it. Keep an eye on me. I love you Jay, rest in paradise my amazing wonderful handsome big brother. And fly higher than the univers <333