Uniicornnz

Chapter 29 is up.

Uniicornnz

What happened, is something we never expected to happen. Him leaving us has left us broken, shattered and numb. Even though we are a family of so many people, aisa lagta hai ki akele hogaye hain. 
          
          1st September, 9:30 p.m. mujhe ek bohot zyada sinking feeling hui thi, it felt as if kuch bohot kharab ho raha. I called my best friend and my mother to see if everything’s okay. Never did I imagine ki aisa kuch hone wala hoga. 
          
          I never thought of completing the book, but now I will. I don’t know kese, but karungi. He is just gone thora sa door, but he is watching us. I know he is. 
          
          Shehnaaz ka sochti hu, toh I feel as if kisi ne oxygen supply cut kar diya hai. Suffocating feel hota. But Shehnaaz is a Phoenix. She will be okay, I know she will be. 
          
          I have a theory.  #SidNaaz was meant to be for bigger things. Shershaah movie jab dekhi, toh we felt na ki it was such a painful yet beautiful love story. We all said na, Dimple Cheema kitni strong hai. Hamare #SidNaaz ke saath bhi something similar happened. Ab humko Shehnaaz ko strength deni hai. 
          
          Also. All this while, Sidharth protected her from people who acted as if Voh uske dost hai. I am not saying that don’t trust them, but yes, please emotional ho ke emotional fool Nahi bann na. Shehnaaz, Rita ma, Preeti di, Neetu di, ye 4 log strong pillars hai, aur voh ek doosre ka dhyan rakhenge. 
          
          Sad hojao, ro lo, par, come back stronger. Take care of each other, and promise karo khud ko ki you will be there for his Naaz. Jo bol rey ho na ki Wattpad chor doge, Twitter chor doge, mai thappad maarungi. Kuch nahi chorna hai. Chup karo.

Uniicornnz

Aaungi waaaps. Likhungi. Complete bhi karungi. Aur agar aapko baat karna hai, toh voh bhi karungi. Sulking in silence is painful. Uninstall kar ke kuch nai hoga, kyunki humara dard sirf humari SidNaaz family he samajh sakti. Humari family and friends Nahi. We will be okay. We will have to be.
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I_am_a_NightOwl

@Uniicornnz Then... Pls comeback on wattpad and continue ur story. Maine aapse pehle bi bola tha. 
            I can't tell you how muchh i cried in last two days. Today i felt better. My family thought i was crying bcoz i was missing my mom but no one knew.. I cried because now we won't get to see him laughing, playing, teasing and doing lot more things with his Jaan. I cried because his Jaan was crying and sending him off to a complete separate world, from where (i think) he can see us but we cannot. 
            I have no words to describe what I felt in last two days. Mera kahi bi man ni lg rha tha Sidharth aur Shehnaaz ko dekhke.  i tried to distract myself by uninstalling Insta, Twitter and wattpad.. But usske bina man bi ni lg rha hai. 
            We all love you Sidharth. We are missing you like hell. Maine is baare mai kisi se baat ni ki.. Yaha tk ki mai kal akele bi ni so payi mujhe itta dar lg rha tha. Mai ye ni bolungi ki please come back.. Kyyki i know it's not possible .............. 
            I just wanted to vent it out. It's really not easy to believe we lost you..
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Uniicornnz

I opened Wattpad, and saw, that my unfinished book completed 50K reads and has 5K likes. I never expected it to get 1K views let alone the fact that it has achieved what it has. 
          
          Before thanking you, I would like to apologise to you for being one of the worst writers, who did not complete what she started and kept you hanging in there. And not just that, I never replied to your comments and texts asking if I was fine and how much you missed me. That was so because I was ashamed of myself and felt sorry for you guys. My college started and it has been eating all of my energy. I •MIGHT• try to write something after 25th June? But I am not sure. 
          
          Thankyou for sticking around, sending me love that I didn’t deserve and being the best. I will always always love you and cherish the heights that we have achieved. 
          
          I hope everyone’s good at your house, and you are fighting the pandemic well. Also, watch BBB3. It’s just so amazing. ❤️

anuja7ajuna

@Uniicornnz thought of removing the book from library when updates stopped, but couldn't bring myself to do it. I let it be there, an amazing unfinished book ❤️
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Anannyaaaa

@Uniicornnz missed you so much
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bhojanesid17

Hey welcome back dear. And thanks for coming back cuz better late than never also please do take time but complete your story. I love it so much.lots of love and hugs to you @Uniicornz
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