And rape is a serious topic, I talk about it with my dad, bough it's hella awkward, but it's too awkward to talk with friends too. And let up on the guy, I'm assuming that he's a guy and you're a girl and he probably annoys you. He's probably pretending to be an idiot to pretend that he's happy and ok, and to protect himself from getting more emotionally hurt than he already is. I did that during my suicidal stage too. He'll probably let down his mask when he's alone, he might just want some real, comforting friends so just try. I had a friend that became a real friend and helped me through my suicidal stage. Also, don't biased and prejudice against him, you probably misunderstood him. That happens to me too often. Also don't worry about the Essay comments. Adter all I'm doing it now too, and I'm used to it from all my female friends
