Unknown4youall

Ok so, if you have been following me for some time now and if you read some of my ‘stories’ before then you know I haven’t been very active lately. 
          	
          	I realised that writing was something I really enjoyed. It is one thing in my life where I say, yes that is something I would like to do with heart. 
          	But to do so I think I have to have enough time, and my mental health has to be a little bit better then it is right now. 
          	
          	Does that stop me from writing? Nope, absolutely not. But will I allow my brain to stress me with giving myself an updating schedule? Also no, not by any chance. Will I still promise things that include allowing people to cut off my pinkie if I don’t keep them? Probably… that’s who I am, sadly.
          	
          	The thought of having to write for other people, to have a schedule so I don’t ‘disappoint’ anyone, made me stop writing. 
          	
          	So I’m gonna start fresh. (None of my current stories will be taken down but there is a high possibility of me not finishing them…)
          	
          	And I may sound like I know what I am saying but it is currently midnight here so I also may wake up tomorrow and think ‘what the hell was I on last night?!’
          	but then you will gat a message from me.
          	
          	Good night and see you soon,
          	Me ;)

Unknown4youall

Thank you so much! 
          	  I can relate so much with the description of your mental breakdowns, sadly. Your message means a lot to me and I will try your tips next time :)))
          	  
          	  You really helped and thank you!!!
          	  I also wish you best wishes and a great day/night!
          	  
          	  Me
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Ariana180120

@Unknown4youall 
          	  
          	  You sound very poetic! I think your stories are good, I read them! Of course I think it would be nice if you finished them, but I don't want to stress you either!
          	  
          	  You're right, your mental health comes first, of course! I know this feeling of emptiness, from my own mental breakdowns and I may never get out of it completely again, because simply a part of me is missing!
          	  
          	  But I still want to encourage you to rebuild yourself and enjoy your life!
          	  
          	  I also know that I sit in my apartment at 3 am and question everything. If you feel the same way, I can give you a few tips that have always helped me. Turn on quiet (relaxing) music (it will fill the void), go to bed, maybe make yourself some tea and try to sleep!
          	  At least if you start the day with a nice coffee!
          	  
          	  Best wishes and I hope I was able to help you
          	  
          	  Ariana
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Unknown4youall

Ok so, if you have been following me for some time now and if you read some of my ‘stories’ before then you know I haven’t been very active lately. 
          
          I realised that writing was something I really enjoyed. It is one thing in my life where I say, yes that is something I would like to do with heart. 
          But to do so I think I have to have enough time, and my mental health has to be a little bit better then it is right now. 
          
          Does that stop me from writing? Nope, absolutely not. But will I allow my brain to stress me with giving myself an updating schedule? Also no, not by any chance. Will I still promise things that include allowing people to cut off my pinkie if I don’t keep them? Probably… that’s who I am, sadly.
          
          The thought of having to write for other people, to have a schedule so I don’t ‘disappoint’ anyone, made me stop writing. 
          
          So I’m gonna start fresh. (None of my current stories will be taken down but there is a high possibility of me not finishing them…)
          
          And I may sound like I know what I am saying but it is currently midnight here so I also may wake up tomorrow and think ‘what the hell was I on last night?!’
          but then you will gat a message from me.
          
          Good night and see you soon,
          Me ;)

Unknown4youall

Thank you so much! 
            I can relate so much with the description of your mental breakdowns, sadly. Your message means a lot to me and I will try your tips next time :)))
            
            You really helped and thank you!!!
            I also wish you best wishes and a great day/night!
            
            Me
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Ariana180120

@Unknown4youall 
            
            You sound very poetic! I think your stories are good, I read them! Of course I think it would be nice if you finished them, but I don't want to stress you either!
            
            You're right, your mental health comes first, of course! I know this feeling of emptiness, from my own mental breakdowns and I may never get out of it completely again, because simply a part of me is missing!
            
            But I still want to encourage you to rebuild yourself and enjoy your life!
            
            I also know that I sit in my apartment at 3 am and question everything. If you feel the same way, I can give you a few tips that have always helped me. Turn on quiet (relaxing) music (it will fill the void), go to bed, maybe make yourself some tea and try to sleep!
            At least if you start the day with a nice coffee!
            
            Best wishes and I hope I was able to help you
            
            Ariana
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