Arabella

⚠VENT! ⚠
          I'm going back to my home country for about a month for summer vacation and I get to see my family again... Yay (sarcasm very much present) 
          
          I know this might sound douche baggy or whatever but I don't want to seem my family for a couple reasons, they are in a very conservative town, like it gets really hot but they won't wear shorts because they are modest and stuff, they are really really homophobic (which as a Bi person it's not good), I can't read what I want because my grandma (who I am staying with) will be like "Blasphemy!", also apparently I have an American accent when I speak my native language (Its not bad, and my own mother didn't know because it's not very noticeable but my aunt told her that I did), so the people there will most likely make fun of me for it. I don't know anybody there, I knew these people when I was 5, then never saw them again so I don't have friends there. I don't get along with my cousins much because they are veryyyy immature (they are 1 or 2 years younger but they act like 5 year olds), my grandma never Fails to make me cry each time I see her, constantly berating me, I am not excited to go.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH BITCHESSSS
          REMEMBER THAT Y'ALL ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE (platonically) ALL OF YOU! 

I think I might change my name from Alexa to Arabella.. Idk what do y'all think?

I have a question for y'all (don't have to answer if you don't want to) 
          
          What are y'all's biggest fears? Or a big fear in general?

Happy Mother's day to all the beautiful, amazing and wonderful mothers out there! Please be nice to your mother's and show them lots of love ❤❤

Y'all I started coming out to my friends!!! 
          
          I didn't make a big deal about, cause I don't think that it merits an announcement just to say "Hey y'all I want to fuck women as well as men" (obviously I wouldn't say it like that but yk" {if you feel that way cool but that's just how I feel about it} 
          
          So I kinda just act normally cause my sexuality shouldn't affect my friendships and my life anyway I'm really happy but yeah 
          
          How are y'all?

Hey dude! 
          I know the situation with that jerk @RoadTripDreamer1234 , hope we can get the asshat off the platform

HAPPY EASTER Y'ALL! (I celebrate easter) 
          
          If you don't celebrate easter then have a great day! 
          
          Love y'all and stay safe both online and offline!

So recently a couple people that I didn't know very well lost their lives to suicide, and we just lost 2 amazing souls that didn't deserve that pain they had, they were @Jasonsbricky and @thenamesbrae I feel horrible for the people that lost them, the pain they feel is unimaginable and I hope they find peace. RIP Brae and Alex
          
          And to anyone that is struggling with these problems, talk to someone, don't suffer in silence, You are deeply and dearly loved by someone, if you don't think you are, That is a lie, I care deeply for you even if I don't know you. TALK TO SOMEONE!!! 988 THAT IS THE SUICIDE HOTLINE, CALL OR TEXT THEM IF YOU NEED HELP! PLEASE

Y'all I've been reading a book recently cause it was recommended by someone and it was boring at first but then the book went 0-100 real quick like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions, and the PLOT TWISTS? like for the first 300 pages it's eh a lil boring but the last 200 ish oml there is plot twist after plot twist and my heart can't take it no more. 
          
          (If y'all wanna read it go ahead it's Called Firekeepers Daughter but warning it has a lot of triggering topics, SA, abuse, drug use, OD, rape, racism, it's a good book tho but if you aren't comfortable with that don't read.)