UnmotivatedButTrying

Having a pretty shitty birthday, so I wrote a poem. 
          
          Title: Happy Birthday
          
          Today is my birthday. 
          I knew what to expect. 
          Family for dinner, 
          Maybe a little retrospect. 
          
          But yesterday I had to work. 
          And as i left you stumbled home. 
          I called in late to help you in,
          Let you try, though you can’t roam. 
          
          The clinics were closed, 
          They told me to wait. 
          Immediate help 
          is a cost I can’t pay
          
          My calls— redirected 
          Or denied outright, 
          I hoped you could hold on,
          Stay with me and fight.
          
          
          I scratched your chin, 
          And said you were good.
          Skipped work to be here.
          Let it take longer than I should.
          
          You came to me for help,  
          But I didn’t know what to do
          I cried and pet your fur, 
          I knew I could not help you. 
          
          I was by your side 
          Until you slept sound
          And still I stayed with you
          As they put you down.
          
          It’s far too soon for goodbye, 
          But it was the best way.
          Just know that I’ll miss you, 
          On my not-so-happy birthday. 

I don’t know if Wattpad didn’t give out the notification from my update because I didn’t get one and usually I have a lot more than 2 reads within 12 hours of posting so… Just letting you guys know, there’s a new chapter up for The Hard Way. 

aw thanks for following me ur the first person

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          sorry to be an intruder but I’d really appreciate it if you could read the URGENT NOTE chapter of my book and vote on a book cover for me pls? 
          
          tysm for your time x

She has never been gone. She finds me in the rain, and I find her in the gloaming. 

Thanks for the follow! <33

I hope your emotional journey is getting better. I love your stories. They are a different but nice variation of the female Pjo stories.

OMG I've been reading and rereading your stories for YEARS how am I not following you???? Definitely now following lol

I need therapy

Hey, sorry if you get any false updates for my story The Hard Way. I’m doing some editing in earlier chapters and cutting some things that have me rethinking the whole story. Ignore me please, I’m going through something strange.