@Unnamedguy
She gave me a quick kiss on my lips, leaving a make up stain on my eyeglasses. It made me swooned and craved for more.
"Let's stop this. Nakita ni boss sa cctv ang mga ginagawa natin. Sabi nya ako mas matanda, I should be more mindful sa mga namamagitan sa ating dalawa, ako ang senior. Ano na lang iisipin nila. It's for the best."
I giggled. Okay?? Okay it's sad. But you started this. Oh well.
"Pwedeng sumama? Gusto kasi kitang makita mag practice. Excited akong panoorin ka." I'm smiling ear to ear. She will be joining a pageant. I'm more than enthusiastic to watch her doing her best. I want to support her from the start till the end of the contest. I want to be there for her. I'm excited as her.
"Ah sige. Tabi kayo ng tatay ng mga anak ko. Sabihin mo sa kanya." She said mockingly. Wait. That's a ridiculous response. My intention was wholesome as a friend. I don't mean anything. My heart suddenly aches. It made me sad. How could she say that? I excused myself and finished my work. After I'm done, I exited the office without saying a word.
I can't believe I will be crying in front of her, the woman I always love. Must be depression? Anxiety? Overwhelmed by grief? Or just broken hearted?
First hour duty, I was provoked by an inconsiderate staff from another department. Returning back to our office with an irritated mood. I keep on complaining about thoughtless behaviour. Then our senior interrupted. Kristine. She had this impatient face. Displeased by my personal affairs. Little did she know, I was just processing my mother's medicine. Kristine and I had an agreement to eat breakfast together. She prepared breakfast for both of us but my temper arise after the pesky encounter with the staff. Then here she comes, heckling comments.
"Pep, ano ba? Kanina pa ako naghihintay sayo na kumain na tayo." Her face full of frustration.
"Naaaaahhh galit na si Ma'am Kristine!" Our colleague simultaneously uttered. Cool, I was suddenly maddened by her words. Enraged, I took the jar of nuts and start squeezing it. Putting all my anger on that poor sweetened nuts. I must not explode. She's the most respected senior right now. I walk silently towards the pantry, sat on the table beside her. My teeth are gritting against each other holding my temper. She's still talking to our officemates casually while I'm here, choking my words. I rest my arms to the table and leaned my head to my hands. She started praying for our foods, grace before meal. I was just calming myself. After the short prayer, she whispered something to me. Her face so soft, full of thoughtfulness. The face of what I always wanted to see. But the voices inside my head are too loud. I can't seem to hold back my words right now.
"Akala ko ba napag usapan na natin na di na mag antayan. Diba di na kailangan hintayin ang isa para magsimulang kumain?!" My voice is infuriated. Kristine found herself dumbfounded by my words. Other coworkers also heard it too despite my low voice. They quietly exited the pantry. Then we started eating our foods silently.
She's being silly whenever we are together. She strut like a beauty queen on a pageant. I am always amused but I enjoyed mocking her by looking at her with a frowned face. She ended her walk with a pose and wide smile at me. I approach her with a naughty grin. I don't know. I just want to ask her if she wants to order food. But suddenly she avoided my touch.
"Aaarrghh! Baby! Magbalik na ako sa work!" She resist. Hiding her arms from me. Hey! Why does this looked like I'm mole$ting her? No way!
"Ano ka ba? Wala pa nga akong ginagawa. Sige na." Me trying to annoy her. I knew she likes to play with me.
"Alis na ba! Hanap na nila ako sa work!" She's using her pabebe voice again. Not now Kristine!
"Sige naaa. Tara na." I'm holding her waist and holding her wrist while she's struggling. Hey! I'm not holding her tight. She's just resistant on me.
"Wait lang boss ah? Paisa muna ako kay Kristine." I joked on the cctv as if our boss could her us. But I wonder if she sees us doing naughty things. The cctv footage are connected to her computer live update. Should i stop harassing Kristine and make a sad face. I lightly scratched my nape. Maybe she can't resist this look. LOL. She just rolled her eyes and put her hands on her waist. Her face impatient. I smiled and leaned forward. Planting a kiss on the side of her lips.
"Kinain mo kasi yung binili kong mani. Eh kakainin ko yun while naglalaro. Palitan mo na." I complained.
"Oh sige! Kainin mo mani ko. Siguraduhin mong mabusog ka." She immediately grabbed my hand and pressed it against her zipper. I felt a sudden redness on my face. I pulled away and groaned. She always knew what to do to make me stop being naughty. She always threatened me that she will drag her pants down. I'm too good for this part. Or should i do the honor to remove it with her panty. Sounds perfect.
"Halika. Sa cr na tayo."
When I'm being risqué on our duty...
Kristine leaning on the table, writing on the endorsement log book. Damn this butt. I want to grab and slap her behind. What else am I waiting for? I stand on her side but my hand was roaming on waist down to her left butt. Gently squeezing it. Aaahhh. She's so soft yet making me hard. Kristine looked on me, maybe wondering whose groping her butt. When our eyes met, she continued writing. Letting me explore her body freely. My hand moved upwards to her inner thighs. Continue squeezing it.
"Favourite ko talaga itong..."
"Ma'am Kristine!"
I abruptly pulled my hand and walked pass thru her. Damn that was close. Our co-worker was calling her. Fortunately I stopped before wild things happen.
"Lagi na lang nagkukulong sa cr itong dalawang to." Kristine joked referring to the cctv. We are walking towards the comfort room. She asked me to do something for her. Okay.
"Alangan naman magdasal tayo sa loob? Syempre haharutin ko baby ko. Huhubaran ko siya. Bubuhatin at aanuhin ko si baby..." I justified. Jairus always being pervert.
"Bastos talaga bibig mo Jairus!" she reprimanded. Whaaat? I know we would enjoy that adventure!
I locked the door. I was thinking that I'll just adhere the salonpas on her lower back. But she started to unbutton her top and pointed on her mid back where I supposed to patch the salonpas.
"Hahalikan ko pa ba bago idikit sayo to?" i ask teasingly. She looked at me sharply.
"Bilisan mo na nga dahil babalik pa ako sa trabaho!"
"Galit ka naman sa akin. Kagatin ko na lang."
She giggled when I really kissed her back despite what she was referring to was I should attach the patch immediately so that we can resume working.
"Gago ka talaga Baby." she chuckled. I just smiled like a lottery winner. I'm having a hard time peeling off the patch. Then she turned around to help me. Wow she's half naked. Just on her bra. I can feel something wrong inside my pants. I attached the patch on her back. She felt relieved. But I'm not done yet! Where's my payment? Of course I slide my hand down to her butt and squeeze it gently. I love this part of my job. To fondle our senior, Kristine. I'm getting hot in here. I want to undo my pants and hers and have myself inside her.
"Tapos na? Wala na bang ilalagay dito?" She looked at me with a pabebe face while buttoning her blouse. I was still groping her butt then I stopped.
"Pasaway ka talagang bata ka!" I grinned on her remarks and give a quick kiss on the side of her lips. She giggled again. Hey! That's kilig! I should do it again later.
Dad!
It's crazy that you are in my dreams two days straight. I don't know what are the meaning of those things.
First dream. We are on a formal party. You are wearing this black sexy dress. We are having a good time when somebody told you that your boyfriend was coming. I exited the party immediately before our paths crossed. Your sister (same age as mine) offered to drive me home which I accepted. Before I entered her car, I saw you running and looking for me. Your face looked worried yet lovely. Your hair, you long beautiful hair perfectly curled for that wonderful evening. Before our eyes met, I saw him approaching you. My heart sunk. Of course, we are just friends. You're not looking for me. You are looking for him. I hopped inside your sister's car then she drove away. I woke up.
Second dream. Felt like days or weeks passed since we saw each other. We are visiting my grandma on a warm afternoon. You are the first girl that I invited over for a family dinner. While I was slicing the cake, you whispered something on my ear that made my whole mind confused.
"I'm pregnant."
I stopped and looked at you with a dumb face. Why are you telling me this right now? On this table? I looked back on the cake I am slicing. My body started to shiver. I cannot properly slice this cake in front of me. You can't be pregnant. I don't understand. There's must be something wrong. I can't figure out. Then I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing. It's my mother telling me to go down and have dinner with them. I realized that i had fallen asleep late this afternoon. My mind adjusted for a moment and recalled my dream. Oh yes. My weird dream. She can't be pregnant. I remember now. She had already undergone ligation. But stories and humors spread that a woman can still conceive a child under some circumstances despite after her ligation.
We are alone together, watching reels on our living room. Laughing to those silly videos. Then something came up to my mind. This sudden urge to touch you. I moved closer to you. You seemed don't minding me started caressing your hips. My hands roam freely from your lower back to the side as I pull you closer to my body. Your eyes locked on the screen but I can see through your eyes, you are tensed.
"Okay lang ba ganito?" I moved your hair to the sides as I inhale your luscious scent, going up and down to you shoulder. Your presence always making me starving for you body. I planted small kisses on your sexy neck. Always wanted to take you gently. I can't believe I'm here ready to take your body all mine now. I felt you took a big gulp, so I moved my lips to your ear and kiss it softly.
"Ituloy ko lang ha." I whispered huskily on her ears. I felt her shivered. She closed her eyes as i slips my hands inside her underwear. Gently massaging her soft spot. She started moaning and pulled her back on mine. She bit her lower lip. Damn, she's so hot...and wet. I continued playing with her slit. She dropped her phone on the side of the couch and continued moaning. She's catching her breath, holding my arms firmly, enjoying my movement. My lips are busy planting kisses on her neck. Tasting her delicious sweat. Licking it.
"Ang sarap mo." I murmured seductively, pulling out my hand from her inside and sucked it.
Suddenly she went down on me. Knelt Infront of me and spread my legs. Sht. This is the best part. Kristine grab my boxers while looking straight to my eyes enticingly. Ready to drag it down.
*PHONE ALARMS RINGING*
What the holy fvck?! It's just a crazy dream!! I wanna cry .
On the company's evening party.
"Saan table natin Pep?" Kristine asked while we are walking towards the hall. We are holding hands as we strode across the crowd heading to our table.
"Nasa front tayo. Kasama natin sa table si boss." I was referring to our chief. Kristine was stupefy for a moment.
"Ay leche. Talagang doon? Nakakapressure naman." She remarks. But I never mind what she said. Kristine will be the next boss on our office. While me? I'm just nobody. I'm not intimidated on our boss. Her aura may be terrifying but she's thoughtful to me like a mother. I just don't know what she thinks of me and Kristine being
close together. We stole kisses from each other when nobody is looking. We deeply care for each other. We are just comfortable with one another, as more than friends but less than lovers.
"Flex natin ang suot mo doon." I smiled at her. She just pouted and continued walking by my side.
After the party, we went back to the office to grab some of my stuff. She's turning heads. Everyone loved her beautiful black dress. It compliments to her fair white skin. Seemed like she's sparkling like a diamond.
"Tapos ka na diyan? Tara na! Hatid tayo ng sister ko." She said. Wow. This is what I dreamed months ago. Except your boyfriend is not around right now.
"Opo, ma'am." I obediently replied.
Can't believe dreams do come true. I dreamt of us on a party last March then after few months, it came to reality.
"Baby!" I stopped scrolling thru my phone and turned to the direction of her voice. Damn. She's gorgeous. Stunning as ever, she wears this black casual dress effortlessly. I love what I'm seeing.
"Grabe, ganda ng baby ko." She blushed on my remarks. I gave her a quick kiss on her cheek then offered my elbow as a gentleman.
"Gago ka bolero!"
When she's stricter than your parents. She's monitoring you thru sms.
Siya: Saan ka?
Me: Nasa bahay ng kaibigan. Uuwi rin later before 5pm. Nagpapabili pa nga sila mama papa ng meryenda.
Siya: Umuwi ka na! Hanap ka na nila Mama Papa. Hindi na meryenda yang dala mo. Dinner na. Ano pa pala ginagawa mo diyan?
Me: Nag uusap lang kami.
Siya: Babae naman ano?
Me: Opo. Pero nandito parents nya. Kinakausap din ako.
Siya: Umuwi ka na. Bili ka muna meryenda nila Mama Papa. Tapos sa bahay ka na magpahinga dahil mag night duty ka pa later. Sumunod ka na lang. Strict Ate mo.
Me: Okay po, Ate Kristine.
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She's asking me to accompany her to run some errands. I don't know how necessary my presence was. Slept for only 2hours since I was from our graveyard shift. Prepared to meet her later 2pm. She told me that we will only deliver food to her friend. Can't she do it alone? Phone rang, she's outside our house now. I opened the passenger side. Wait... Okay??? Am I lost? Did I missed something? I'm not prepared. She's wearing semi casual dress. Does she have a date later with her boyfriend or other guy?
Siya: Huy! Ano pang ginagawa mo diyan? Madalas kang tulala sa akin! Pumasok ka na lang nga!
Me: Opo.
Siya: Nakapahinga ka ba?
Me: *blinking rapidly.* Opo. Napaka pormal mo. Meron ka bang pupuntahan na iba?
Siya: Date after ng errands. Kasama si Jairus.
Me: Ilan?
Siya: Anong ilan? Gagu sinong pangatlo?
Me: Date tayong dalawa?
Maybe I'm still dreaming. Lack of sleep? Somebody wake me up right now! Need to eat something sweet first.
Ending: No, we did not deliver food to her friend.
It's complicated. Really.
Me: Anong gagawin mo bukas? Kaarawan mo na.
Siya: Lilipas din yan. Work as usual. Anong oras duty mo bukas?
Me: Whole day. Morning til night. Happy birthday!
Next day. Her birthday. I was thinking about greeting her before midnight. But as time passed by, I missed her so bad. I missed you Bella. I already missed being beside you. I sent a message to her that afternoon. She replied after a few minutes. "Kanina ko pa hinihintay message mo! Nakakainis ka! Pero thank you Babi." Would you look at that. She's online. Since I was on my break time, we video chat for a few minutes. I asked her what did she get on her birthday. A cake and bouquet of roses from her boyfriend. I also asked if Jairus had something for her. Of course, I have something for her, delivered days earlier. But she's annoyed on my gift. A greeting card. It came along with a price tag and receipt. It was unopened. Not inserted inside the envelope. Effortless. I told her that I will retrieve that card and write something on it.
Days later. I visited her to collect the card. She's staring on the card. "Hindi ka man lang nag effort magsulat para sa akin. Hindi mo inayos. Alam mo na birthday ko." She remained sullen while I'm grinning behind my mask. "Okay lang na late akong bumati sayo?" I mocked. "Okay lang. Nothing special naman sayo." She rolled her eyes on me. She's childish! "Okay. Sabi mo eh. Alis na ako." I snatched the card and walked to the exit.
Morning. Laying on my bed. Phone beeped. Message received.
Siya: Saan ka?
Me: Nasa bahay.
Siya: Saan ka mag eat ng lunch mo?
Me: *Is she asking me to have lunch with her?*
Me: Ha? Di ko alam? *Confusing. As far as I know, she cut her calorie intake. Maybe she's not eating lunch. Therefore, I'm eating all alone.*
Siya: Hindi mo ba ako yayain maglunch kasama ka?
Me: Hindi ka rin naman mag eenjoy eh.
Woke up by the ring of my phone.
Siya: Saan ka?
Me: Nasa bahay lang po.
Siya: Kagigising mo lang ano? Bakit parang iba boses mo?
Me, exhaled: Masama pakiramdam ko.
Siya: Ano naman bang ginawa mo at nagkaganyan ka?
Me: Ewan ko po. *sighed*
Siya: Oh sige na. Daanan na lang kita ng pagkain mo diyan. Kawawa ka naman!
Me: Hindi na kailangan.
Siya: Basta pupunta ako diyan!
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"Salamat." My voice is almost a whisper. I helped her prepare the foods she brought to me. "No Babi. Ako na. Sit ka na doon. Hayaan mo na ako dito. Para makainom ka na rin ng gamot mo after natin eat." She insisted. My brows rise a little. We will eat breakfast together? Why does it sounded so cheesy to me? I shook off the idea from my head. No. We're just friends. She doesn't like me. No romantic feelings for me. I silently nod my head and go straight to the dining table. Long empty table.
"Kailan pa uuwi sila Mama? Kawawa ka naman dito Babi, mag isa ka lang." Bella placed the foods on the table. She also made a tea for us. I'm not used to this.
"Sa weekend pa Babi. Hindi ko na rin sinabi na masama pakiramdam ko. Enjoyin muna nila bakasyon nila." I twitched when she placed her hand on my forehead. Probably feeling my body temperature.
"Naku Babi. Huwag mong pabayaan sarili mo. Maswerte ngayon ay wala akong trabaho. Hindi madalas nandiyan ako para sayo. Sana maging okay na pakiramdam mo." She sip on her tea. I just looked straight in her eyes. Damn, to be her boyfriend must be a great privilege. He must be very blessed to have Bella in her life. Why can't we just be... Oh that's a wrong idea. Can't remember how long i was staring at her.
Siya: Babi lumamig na ang ulam mo. Hindi ako ang pagkain. Kung makatitig ka naman sa akin, wagas!
Me: Thank you Lord.
Exchanged messages with her.
Me: Hindi ko pa natry kumain doon. Yummy din ba doon?
Siya: Yes! Kapag vacant tayo, eat dine tayo doon.
Me: G! Tara! I'll treat you! I will treat you right.