Unnormaleswesen

Imagine you're opening qattpad after months of not using it because you miss reading cringy fanfictions.
          	
          	Couldn't be me lmao

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Unnormaleswesen

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I just opened Wattpad because I'm bored and haven't opened it in like 2 months and I regret it for whatever reason. And I found out my friends have Wattpad. Fml-
          
          It is 3 am(Edit when I finished wiriting that:It's 4 am), I am tired and bored and I just watched a lot BNHA shipping tiktoks and hate myself. 
          
          
          Appareantly(idk if that's spelled right) chewing on nails counts as SH and it became a habit for me recently uh- At least I can't hurt others with my nails? I really never cut them because of laziness or smth. 
          
           Also, I might be depressed? I mean, I am not diagnosed and can't go to therapy because parents and stuff, and I am not sure, but I might have it because I kinda have some symptoms and I am an attention seeker so I believe I might have it to tell others- 
          Yeah, I'm a shitty person.
          
          I hate school and everyone there, but my new teachers are "okay" enough to survive. Well, most of them- I mean, some don't tell me to stop drawing during class even if they see it lol. Why would anyone want to become a teacher? Srsly you have to go to school AGAIN, deal with asshole kids that hate you and eachother and are toxic and insult you behind you back. But then again, many people must be used to it nowadays, a reason why I hate humanity and the OC-thing that reoresents me is a rock. 
          
          
          [Part 1 from idk bc Wattpad is being a bitch and won't let me hate everything and question shit in peace.]

That_lonley_potato

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@Unnormaleswesen Hey, I know how you feel. CAN'T MY PARENTS JUST SHUT UP?! Why are they always complaining about EVERYTHING? Sometimes I wish they would be dead. Yeah, I know that they can be pretty cool sometimes and Yeah, there are many parents that are worse than mine but still. I so fucking tired to apologise and say it's my fault and they did “nothing wrong“.
            
            Life sucks. ;-; 
            
            I think I had/have depression but I'm not sure. I had suicidal thoughts and felt worthless everyday, but now it's gotten better, I feel more comfortable with myself but I woudn't say my life is great.
            
            I really hope it's getting better for you, I'm here if you want to talk. 
            
            Hope you could sleep a little bit!
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Weird_Child_of_Hades

@ Unnormaleswesen  wtf wieso hab ich den Text auf Englisch geschrieben wenn ich den hätte auf Deutsch schreiben können phahahhaha
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Weird_Child_of_Hades

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@ Unnormaleswesen  yeah, chewing on nails isn't good, but there are lots of people who have a nervous tic, that's pretty common and normal I think. Or I have a problem. 
            
            Depression is a spectrum. Your symptoms may not only affect to depression, and it's not always directly depression. Also, the "common" symptoms are not common symptoms. It's different for everyone, that's why you can't say these are symptoms for depression. But I get what you mean, I have that too. My parents would get me to therapy, but it takes a long time now to get a therapist. And you're not a shitty person. School is shit. But I do have some nice cool teachers. They are not always shit. Your life is not meaningless, and if you really feel that way, search yourself something that makes it meaningful. Do you have a pet? Tske care of them, that makes your life meaning something. Friendship and friendship ending is a weird topic. For some it's not that worthy anymore. Others want a reason ti end friendship, because they don't feel comfortable anymore. You can't see the actual way of thinking of someone else. Yeah, there is stuff that you probably shouldn't kniw about, but I think it's actually better for younger person to know hard and unliked topics, because you can't sugar coat everything. :)
            
            You're great, don't forget about that
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