I'm sorry to everyone, call me a coward or whatever but until you've been where I am you can't be one to judge. There's no point anyone telling me to be strong because there's is nothing keeping me sane let alone strong! I've tried and tried and it's gotten me no where. It's only a matter of days and soon this will all be over. There's is only so much hurt a man can take, and after all I'm only human. I just wanted to be happy but things never go as planned. So this is me giving up, I don't give two shitts if you're disappointed in me cause I'm not here to live up to anyone's expectations. I'm done and I'll come back if there's something I'm missing. When I'm done hurting I'll come back. But until then can you just be my friend and understand. I just wanna cry myself to sleep and never get up again because running away from my problems sounds a lot better than facing them right now. I love each and every one of you and I can't thank you guys enough. I love you and Goodbye.
