@Unstabletoaster people think you're weird for not wanting to die? For me, wanting to die was a wake up call. It was like, yo, get your crap together we got things to do. The fact that people don't accept for not doing that is just weird. "Not everyone screams loud" is a great way of putting. A lot of people are going through things and just don't show it on the outside, but that doesn't make it easier to deal with.