Okay, I'm not quite sure where to start and I hope that most of the people I care about read this. I know it would have been better to send out individual messages but to be quite honest I really dont have it in me. I'll start by saying sorry to all the people that have replied and inboxed me. I know I'm being extremely rude by not answering back but please forgive me If you can. This notice is just to say that I've been thinking and I have come to the conclusion that I would like to delete my account here on Wattpad. It's a rash decision however a thoughtful one too. The main reason for this is because I don't really have any purpose here. I'm not going for the whole depressed thing as I'm seeing this as a positive. I hardly speak to many people here and I feel that as long as I have this I'll be brought back which I'd prefer not to do. It's been a really bad start to my year, The most ghastily things have taken place and I've had to put up with so much crap.
However there have been many people that have supported me throughout the tough times here. Many I havn't met in person but still I felt as if I could trust them greatly. I'd also like to say a MAJOR sorry to all my readers. I know, I know. I'm the worst person ever! But what can I say, maybe writing's just not for me. I should probably decide to take my career choice else where. Something maybe I'm actually good at.
All the supportive and worried inboxes were hard to go against. I've met some of the most amazing people in my life here. Hearts of golds and some truly amazing writers. I have also learned who my true friends are and the people that truly cared enough to inquire my where abouts. Those are the people I'll miss the most. However others who didn't even bother, which I know now never truly cared enough.
Anyway, I've planned to delete my account hopefully by the end of the week. I'd like to take some personal messages first from people who I think I'd like to stay in contact with.
~ Amelia. ♥