I thought the sun finally rises but no, it drown soon after and now. It's dark. I have to go through another treatment, last time was six months and now it's eight more, or worse, 20 months. I'm waiting for the result. Really really sad and depressed. Send apologies to you guys because I can't come back like I promised. I'm really sorry. From the bottom of my heart. Please understand. My stories will stay there for you to imagine, I'll punish the chapters I finished of some stories. I'm really sorry. I'll come back, one day, if life allow me. Lots of my love for you. X