What I'm doing with my life, I'm staying up all night apparently, it's 1:32 AM and I'm over here on my bed, watching Netflix on my phone, crying because of how depressed and upset I'm, but don't bother or nobody else bothers to text me since I'm annoying, but that's fine.....i guess.....i learned how to keep my mouth shut when nobody what's to hear me out, but it's fine, I get ignored by my friends, since they are other there talking and I'm other here like, "....." I don't even bother to bring up a topic since when I do, they talk about the topic I just proposed and slowly start a new topic ignoring me, I don't even bother to say something funny since they won't laugh, I try to hard...