UrAverageBozo

What the actual fuck is going on? 
          Some dude got shot outside my apartment complex, I get in trouble and get my electronic away from me and suddenly my life gets cracked

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          Just came back from seeing my dad in the hospital after he got surgery for a stroke.
          
           Man my life really wanted to go even fucking lower.
          But it’s good, i think.

RIP to my favorite webtoon; To the Stars and Back it was amazing

I'm so fucking done
          
          My home life is shit, my grades are shit, my friends are fighting each other, my mental health is fucking plummeting even farther. and I can't say fucking shit about it because if I do, I'm gonna get guilt tripped into thinking I'm a spoiled ass brat moping about the world, 
          
          I hate my damn life and i'm not saying that to be edgy.
          I hate being a parent to myself, I hate being a parent to my brothers because I'm guilted to.
          I hate being accused and accused for things on end.
          I hate dreaming about when I move out.
          I hate lying to myself, saying everything's fine.
          I hate not being able to be a kid.
          I hate living up to unreal standards for my mom and being called "the worst fucking daughter I could have ever gotten, I swear if I could kill you I would" (real words by my mom)when I screw up
          I hate being shit talked by my own MOTHER downstairs like I'm some fucking criminal.
          I hate every. damned. thing. in. my. life.
          
          and the worst part.
          when I post this, I'll unlock this door and annoy my siblings like everything is okay.
          
          fuck this. fuck everything.

shitty house update: 
          my family (my eldest sister) is a jackshit liar and tuned my mom against me. now I'm almost going to live with my shitty ass dad bc of it. mind you this is child behavior (my sis is in her 2nd year of college)
          srsly don't know how the hell I manage to stay level-headed and somewhat mature with this crack show of a family
          
          so don't be shocked if my ass gotta wipe my face of this platform

The amount of people on this platform that could expose me is wild. Cause I just went digging in my already finished sanegiyu books and I realized I write the most diabolical shit while looking like a disfigured bonafide street rat

I told my sister her pussy stank and she hit me with a broom.

I think there’s something wrong with me. I was rewriting Miraculous for fun, it was supposed to be light and airy. I ended up killing Nino’s dad, having his mom lunge herself to work, Nino leaving with his younger brother to live with his cousin, his mom committing suicide and blaming Nino, Nino’s relationship with alya plummeting, his cousin going on a student exchange type thing, him working two part time jobs, and his brother getting hit by a car. Bro Nino is suffering in my MLB AU

Now which one of you logged into my google docs and wrote “we need you to make more” because I’m genuinely so scared i just now signed into docs 

I’m genuinely scared bro, my mom is having a serious talk about my sisters grade slipping in HONORS biology from an a to a b, meanwhile my ass is sitting at the 79% bench with all my classes. The grades are final two weeks from now i can definitely bring it up but help bro she gonna check my grades