Elder Faerie

Did I just neglect my physical health for an entire week to the point I had to wash my hair in a sink at 1am?
          Have I let my mental health get so bad to the point I'm borderline apathetic, and have portential derealisation/depersonalization on top of my deppression and anxiety? Also yes
          Will Wattpad probably take this down? Yes
          Am I doing this to glorify mental illnesses? No, its called venting and I've chosen to do this here cuz my WhatsApp group chats are dead-
          Hopefully Wattpad doesn't take this down and ask if I'm okay-

My body has decided 'ykw, fuck you' and I just fell over trying to stand up, off my bed :)

CHILD ARE YOU ALIVE :)

It's fucking 2:09 am rn, why in the name of lord noli am I awake 

ARE YOU ALIVE

Wattpad is concerned 4 me 

Fun fact about The Iris (from my AU):
          
          The Iris goes it/its because it is genderless but get mistaked for being man because it has long hair
          
          - Kiaru 

Ty for the follow :)