ᯓ★ 𝙰𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘 𝙽𝚘𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚎 ⭒˚｡⋆

MY NOSE.
          
          I CAN’T BREATHE.
          
          ACKDJSKODHDLW

Hi.
          
          So.
          
          I fucked up.
          
          I fucked up so fucking bad.
          
          I skipped an entire part of my script.
          
          I stumbled.
          
          I forgot my words.
          
          I think I’m gonna fail.

So.
          
          Wtf was that science paper.
          
          I lost 8 marks already.
          
          Please a 20 out of 30 is all i need.
          
          I rlly studied even if my parents don’t believe me.
          
          Like what the shucking do you mean carbon dioxide compressed to liquid and become solid.
          
          What do you mean what is the direction of the wind between ploughed field and forest.
          
          And geography.
          
          Geography is talking about population studies and i’m about to commit murder against myself.
          
          I genuinely no longer have the mental stability to do anything.
          
          Not to even stand.
          
          I would roll to my french class to spite my life.
          
          (Yeah Lunar is uh perfectly fine.)

YOU KNOW IT’S A FUCKING BAD THING IF I CRIED CONSIDERING I BARELY CRY.

So.
          
          I’m in trouble.
          
          So there’s this racism case from my after school activity club.
          
          Yay!
          
          And my entire batch got in trouble.
          
          They’re trying to call our parents because of the ‘use of profanities’ while being an upstander.
          
          Which no, it’s false.
          
          At least that’s solved, we’ll just get a warning now!
          
          But there are three of them who might lost their scholarship from the government since racism and all.
          
          And then there’s this BITCH.
          
          BITCH IS FUCKING IN DISTRESSED THAT SHE DECIDED TO PULL OUT LAST YEAR STUFF THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS YEAR RACISM CASE INTO THIS.
          
          SHE’S TRYING TO GET EVERYONE INTO FUCKING TROUBLE AND MAKE EVERYONE LOST THEIR SCHOLARSHIPS AND LEADERSHIP ROLES WITH HER.
          
          WHAT THE FUCK.
          
          I WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO BE TARGETED APPARENTLY BECAUSE I CALLED HER FUCKING GAY.
          
          EXCUSE ME, WHAT ABOUT THE REST.
          
          EVERYONE CALLED EACH OTHER GAY.
          
          EVEN HER.
          
          AND OKAY, I DID HIT HER, BUT MOST OF IT WAS ON ACCIDENT AND I APOLOGISED.
          
          I FUCKING APOLOGISED AND SHE FUCKING ACCEPTED IT, OKAY?!
          
          AND NOW SHE’S PLAYING VICTIM.
          
          GENUINELY THE ONLY TIME I HIT HER WAS BECAUSE SHE WAS HARASSING EVERYONE.
          
          MOTHERFUCKING BITCH.
          
          LIKE GODDAMMIT IT WAS LAST YEAR.
          
          EVER HEARD OF LET BYGONES BE BYGONES, IDIOT?!
          
          IT’S FUCKING LAST YEAR, AND SHE CAN’T BE TALKING, BECAUSE SHE DID EQUALLY AS BAD.
          
          OH MY FUCKING GOD.
          
          IF MY PARENTS’ GET CALLED AND I LOST THE SCHOLARSHIP BECAUSE OF THAT MORON, I’M GOING TO HAVE TO CHANGE SCHOOLS.
          
          I DON’T FUCKING WANT TO.
          
          IF I SOMEHOW DON’T LOST THE SCHOLARSHIP, I HOPE SHE CHANGES HER AFTER SCHOOL ACTIVITY BECAUSE I DON’T TO EVER SEE HER FACE AGAIN.
          
          LIKE AIN’T NO WAY IM FORGIVING HER ANYMORE.
          
          WHO THE FUCK WOULD MAKE OTHERS GET INTO TROUBLE LIKE SHE DID THIS RACISM THING SHE BROUGHT THIS UPON HERSELF.
          
          ALL THIS HAPPENED ON TUESDAY.
          
          I FUCKING CRIED OK. I FUCKING CRIED FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT.
          
          IF WATTPAD SUSPENDS ME, I’LL ACTUALLY LOSE IT. I’M DEPRESSED ENOUGH NOW.

I need to rant.

I have two shorts in my yt channel just random stuff yea…
          
          https://m.youtube.com/shorts/0geRx1qh8XA
          
          https://youtube.com/shorts/FppKRNsq7nQ

I LOST THREE FOLLOWERS. *pulls out a gun*

AZURE MAY 30TH (FOR ME AT LEAST)
          
          -Spain 

I might be cancelling my uhh… Song collab ideas
          
          My throat is sore from trying to sing covers ytd and lowkey i think i suck.
          
          idk bruh.