Ur_Abuelita

Just wrapped up! 
          	First time being a leading role (or any role actually) in a student short film. 
          	I had been in other smaller projects but this was the first time I auditioned, sent it, and got the role and it’s the lead! Like whaaaatttt!!?
          	And even if it’s a small student short film, I was really happy. Cause I’m not an acting student but I want to be an actor. I’m studying in Business and never had any acting class. So it felt somewhat really surreal that I got so many compliments from the acting students. Apparently when they were going through there auditions, there film teacher saw my audition and said: “ yup that’s the one.”
          	Like WHAT???!
          	And mind you this was my FIRST TIME doing a self tape and it wasn’t even my idea!
          	My roommate literally was auditioning for it and they are an acting student so that’s how they knew about the role. And they literally said to me that I should give it a shot. 
          	So I was like “Why not? Like that it will give me practice on auditioning”
          	We took 2 takes. Thats it. 
          	My expectations were on lower then my expectations in men☝
          	Which is pretty low. 
          	Jkjk
          	But on serious note, I was like not expecting a call back or at all. 
          	Like I’m competing with acting students. They’re actors. That study acting. They’re professionals it’s their PrOfeSsIoN! -S.STILINSKI 
          	Anyways.  I’m probably making this bigger than it is. But hey I feel proud.

Ur_Abuelita

Just wrapped up! 
          First time being a leading role (or any role actually) in a student short film. 
          I had been in other smaller projects but this was the first time I auditioned, sent it, and got the role and it’s the lead! Like whaaaatttt!!?
          And even if it’s a small student short film, I was really happy. Cause I’m not an acting student but I want to be an actor. I’m studying in Business and never had any acting class. So it felt somewhat really surreal that I got so many compliments from the acting students. Apparently when they were going through there auditions, there film teacher saw my audition and said: “ yup that’s the one.”
          Like WHAT???!
          And mind you this was my FIRST TIME doing a self tape and it wasn’t even my idea!
          My roommate literally was auditioning for it and they are an acting student so that’s how they knew about the role. And they literally said to me that I should give it a shot. 
          So I was like “Why not? Like that it will give me practice on auditioning”
          We took 2 takes. Thats it. 
          My expectations were on lower then my expectations in men☝
          Which is pretty low. 
          Jkjk
          But on serious note, I was like not expecting a call back or at all. 
          Like I’m competing with acting students. They’re actors. That study acting. They’re professionals it’s their PrOfeSsIoN! -S.STILINSKI 
          Anyways.  I’m probably making this bigger than it is. But hey I feel proud.

Ur_Abuelita

I miss being here all the time… 
          Reading the comment section, laughing until I fall off my bed at 3 AM when I know dang well I have school the next day. 
          This used to my safe space. 
          Where I could escape this world for just a few chapters. 
          Now I literally can’t afford to do that…
          Or at least not as often as I wish I could. 
          Cause once I’m in it’s like I don’t want to get out. 
          And I have responsibilities that prevent me from even considering taking that risk. 
          I lowkey miss when Wattpad wasn’t as popular. 
          I felt like this small but still big community. 
          Not that anyone new isn’t welcome. 
          I guess I’m just saying that I feel nostalgic. 
          Maybe it’s just me. 
          Cause then again I haven’t been this engaged either. 
          Some readers and authors grow out of it. 
          And that’s what saddens me. 
          I understand. But it’s still bittersweet. 
          Cause I know I’ll never fully grow out of it. 
          Some stories I have read have been deleted without a chance to be read again. Others were never completed, yet I still hold on to hope
          Maybe I’m foolish…
          Wow this is all a bit mellow dramatic. 
          I’ve been financially stressed for the past almost 2 years. Every month is stressful with all the fees and rent due. I’ve been job hunting for god knows how long. 
          I’ve so stress I’m pretty sure I missed my period.  
          (Sorry this is TMI but hey I need to vent a little)
          Anyways…
          I’ll try to be more active. But no promises.  
          Just know I’m not gone. 
          I want to vent some more!
          Love to all of yall and this app. ❤️

FierceFemme8

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@Ur_Abuelita I get you so much, I wished wattpad wasn't popular and authors weren't ghosting or have beef and shit. I miss the old wattpad and this was literally my safe space as well....I'm having nostalgia because I know I will never get to experience this again, reading til 3am, laughing at the comments, everything was peaceful and fun and now it's just dry shallow and no more safe
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Ur_Abuelita

Life lesson #7?: If you drive a car that you can’t lock/open from afar, close it MANUALLY. Don’t use the door handle to lock it. 
          Why you may ask? 
          Because you might end up like me right now… lock outside my sister’s car… with the keys locked inside… in the middle of nowhere… with a bleeding swollen left earlobe piercing(that story is for another time I’m at 5% battery)…

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@Ur_Abuelita OMG GIRLLL SOB i hope you are safe now omfggg
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Oh and with this crazy urge to sh*t cause you decided to order brunch and drink an iced cappuccino even tho you KNOW, your lactose intolerant… yes so now I’m clenching my cheeks for a real one too…❤️
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Ur_Abuelita

Okay so for starters: 
          *drumroll please*
          I GOT A KITTEN ‍⬛❤️
          He’s name is Milo and he is 5 months old

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@Ur_Abuelita AWWWEEE... i had an ex bestfriend and her cats name was milo.... he dided..... and then she changed her name.... to milo..... yeah lets just say were not friends anymore SOB
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