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ANYWAYS HERES WHY I HATE THE FUCKING DIPSHIT NAMED SPAR3.
          
          April, I was still friends with him(Ew) And April was when he said he was going to uhh die himself. I was in a bad headspace, Spar3 was my friend. So I attempted. It failed. My sister found me. I have a scar on my neck now.
          
          I came back to find he was alive. He was “Hungry”. He didn’t tell us he was getting food, he just left. I almost died… Because my Ex-friend was hungry.
          
          I blocked him, and that was that - but I started to forgive him… UNTIL.
          
          He fucking faced S/H. He fucking faked it. OH AND GUESS WHAT? One time he blamed him being mentally fucking unstable on his HOROSCOPE??? He also told his followers to attack someone, then got mad when he started getting attacked.
          
          Then my irl friends found out. They left me because I was “A weird emo kid.” My parents don’t look at me the same… like i’m some object. My sister doesn’t talk to me that much - I only have my cousins and my brother left.
          
          I have never, AND I MEAN NEVER despised someone as much as him. I don’t care if he’s alive or dead - I just want him gone.
          
          He ruined my life.
          He ruined me.
          I hope your fucking dead spar3
          you’re just a disappointment to me.

Vent/rant ig??? 
          
          Honestly school and shit is driving me insane, My life was perfect once. Good kid, didn’t complain, LOVED being outside. But ever since grade 4… Everything changed. I started hating myself, getting panic attacks ext. I thought being friends with ppl online would help, and, it did.
          
          But ever since that damn day in april. I’ve hated it here.
          I loved you, spar3. You were my friend.
          I hate you.
          So much.

I’m so sorry I didn’t see the message things sooner. 
          
          Is this because of me? 
          
          If so, I’m so sorry. 
          
          Please, we can be better for each other. 
          
          I love you. 

Gang i’m not dead i’ve just gone from 5 months clean to 0 so </3

HEY. HEY. THIS IS A PERMANENT DECISION R U SURE?

IM SORRY PLEASE DONT DO IT

SHE'S FINE-
          well not entirely but SHE'S ALIVE-
          YOU DON'T NEED TO DO IT PLS-

NONO DONT DO IT IM ALIVE I MEANT I WAS 3 MONTH CLEAN AND I WAS SORRY FOR BREAKING IT