Pala-God

Hey dude!

I got a question for everyone who has watched Miraculous all the way throught. This will containt major spoilers for the ending of season five!.
          
          
          
          
          
          I don't think Marinette should've kept his secret. It because obvious that Gabriel was insane, he was too far gone to think clearly. She's always been sympathetic but I think Gabriel passed through point of sympathy she showed him. Adrien also should've been there as well.
          
          
          I think what happened shouldve been more like what happened on a quest in Horizon forbidden west(SPOILERS)
          
          
          
          The quest where you search for brees wife Kalae and find out her death was planned by a woman on the chorus. Aloys option words to her are "you've paid with your life" or something like that but I thought maybe if Marinette took that stance not cold but disappointed at how far it came to get to this point and responded by telling Gabriel similar words. 
          
          
          What do you all think?

So, rant time. Its been bothering me and I have nowhere to vent this. We've had guests staying with us for over a month(close to two now). Its been hellish. Their dogs are the most unbehaved dogs ever. They're not apartment trained, not even house trained. They're small dogs and they let them act aggressive. I've had those deranged dogs go after my cats and I cant get one to come out of hiding because one of the dogs is so aggressive to cats. Their other dog is so ill behaved. He pees everywhere and they wont take him for a walk. They poop everywhere but the puppy pad. No one besides me(and whoever gets forced to help) cleans it up or takes them for walks. My games got peed all over because I left them on the floor to do something real quick and forgot to pick them up later. Oh I'm sorry I'm not used to having animals pee on my stuff. I have a dog. A housebroken, well behaved dog who not once has ever caused me nearly the amount of issues those three headaches have. They have the most shrill barks to, I have sensory issues and it hurts so bad when they bark. Their own wont do anything about their favorite dog barking. Scolding everyone but the favorite. I've had the other one chase and terrorize my cats. And you know what? Yes my cat did smack you're deranged mutt! He doesnt know how to treat aggressive dogs because my dog never pulled that shit.
          
          Sorry, I'm very stressed but I'd love some advice about this if anyone has any. The guests and their animals are causing so many issues.

I'm replying Life is strange and I always feel a little sad because Chloe reminds me of someone I was so platonically smitten with a few years ago. We lost contact because of covid and life took us different directions but I cant help but think of her everytime I see Chloe.

My aunt talked to my sister and at no point apologized for her words or actions yet felt she was owed an apology for how my sister reacted to the flashbacks she made us have.

My aunt tried to justify beating a child as a way of discipline. Tried to justify it to two people who got abused as children and then almost tried to justify the abuse we went through. I broke down crying infront of everyone because I had flashbacks of my father abusing me. My sister also started crying and yelling at my aunt. My aunt left the house and now she's upset, won't come back inside and everything is just tense. My sister asked the subjected to be dropped and my aunt wouldn't. I'm just so sick of this.

I'm so sick of crap at home I will go sleep on a bench at the park, at least things will be better there.

I was replaying mass effect and I got to the end of it. Paragon Maleshep, Ashley romance(it was accidentally, I was trying to be nice to her and the game took it as flirting but I felt bad rejecting her so... Romance). Anyways, I had her and Tali in my party at the end of the game and get this right??? Ashley argued to SAVE the citadel council while Tali argued to leave them to die. That felt like a morality flip in the characters.

Things are really awful at home right now and the only thing making me feel okay is literally the song Blue Hair by TV Girl, cant explain why honestly.

It's nearing the end of pride month and I've decided to come out.
          
          For a long time 5+ years I've been harshly fighting my sexuality, internalized arophobia. 
          
          
          I've always felt like I've HAD to date people, fall in love to be normal. I can't, I've known for a long time. I knew and I still dated people, claimed I loved them when they told me they loved me. Broke up off and on because I'd feel unhappy in the relationship, then I'd feel bad for hurting their feelings and get back with them. I'd think 'maybe it was me, maybe I'm a little broken, this time the relationship will work. I'll be fixed'. 
          
          
          That's not true in the slightest, Aromantism is not something to fix. I've always supported anyone who was aromantic but I couldn't support myself. The truth I have been trying to ignore and pretend didn't exist is that I do not feel romantic love or attraction to anyone(I'm also asexual). I guess I've also had doubts about it. Sometimes I find people aesthetically attractive. Like 'oh they're cute/pretty/handsome/stunning' ect. But I feel nothing towards them. I just acknowledge that the person is attractive in an aesthetic sense but I dont feel anything. Nothing at all and I'm learning, slowly to be fine with that. Somedays I wish I could meet someone, fall in love like all my other family members. I can't, never will be.
          
          
          I haven't told my family, they assume me to romantically interested in people. I don't know when I'll be able to tell them or if I'll be able to. I've been fighting my one sexuality finally coming to terms with it and I'm not sure I'm even ready to tell them. I think I'll need more time to except it, but I am done burying the truth and can't deny who I am anymore.
          
          
          Sorry this was long, I'm never on here much these days but I just needed to get this out there. It was eating me alive, has been for a long time. Thank you all for ready and have a wonderful pride month to all.