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× Am now the music man ×
          × he is amazing ×

× Might rip my guts out ×
          × it'd feel nice I think ×

//bootiful//

Cw: Mention of hypersexuality 
          
          × Got diagnosed as hypersexual..... ×
          × Explains a lot but sucks ass ×

× Man... Sometimes some of the shit you text is some of the most toxic shit I've ever had to deal with and yet I still love you ×
          
          × Took me 9 and 1/4 years to fucking realized I was being abused and get out of that ×
          
          × Wonder how long it'll take me this time ×

× Man, my therapist was like "you got the ADHD" and I was like "Oh, that makes sense"and then she immediately tried to jack me up on really high doses of shit and now focusing is harder than ever ×
          
          × And an ex of mine is hanging around my place and won't leave and now I'm worried ×

× When you relapse and run back to them and it doesn't help × <<<<<<<

× I just want people to be kind to each other ×
          × I don't know why that's so hard to do ×
          × the world would be so much better if people were.... ×
          × but they're not and that breaks my heart every single day ×
          × I can't take that much longer ×

× One day my brain is gonna be blown out all over the pavement and I probably won't have been the one to do it ×

× Tw: Mention of animal sickness ×
          
          × I'm kind of worried about Vincent, my plover ×
          × he's gotten really tired recently, sleeping way more than normal. He doesn't even try to fly anymore, and I don't know what's the matter..... I've tried taking him to a vet but the only kind that will take him is way too expensive for me.... ×
          × I don't know what to do... I can't lose him like a lost Spectrum, I'd lose a piece of me .... ×