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@WillMike4evr  y hotdogs taste so good /gen :sob:
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im crying im crying im crying im crying im crying im crying i want to die i want to die no i dont do i? no that would hurt others and that would hurt me. i dont want that that would be mean to die. its not my time to die anyways im not even an adult yet omg what is wrong with me?? my mom is pulling me out of school and shit and im going to die alone with nobody. because my partner is litterally halfway across the fucking states of USA so i cant even give them a fucking hug or anything i want to be with them so badly but i litterally physically cant. i cant even legally drive. and even when i can ill probably be to scared to because i dont wanna die in an accident.

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@UserN0tHere one day we will meet, trust me, i have talked to my mom abt it and she says if u come down here we can have lunch together, even if u cant come down here, i can find a way to get to u, i love u so much that i talk abt u a lot cuz of how much u mean to me
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it mentally and physically hurts me that i cant be myself or be with the one i love the most :(
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and this hurts me so much to fucking say it but i litterally wish my dad fought more for custody of me like why cant i just be with my fucking stupid ass mom  for the summers instead? my dad at least accepts me for who i am and what i am. like seriously my mom couldnt give 2 shits about the real me. she says "i love you" "i care about you" LIKE NO THE FUCK YOU DONT. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL ME. YOU ONLY KNOW OHH LITTLE PERFECT "DAUGHTER" BUT NO SHE WILL NEVER EVER EVEN ACCEPT ME AS HER FUCKING SON. SHE FINDS THE IDEA OF ME BEING TRANS "IDIOTIC AND POINTLESS" AND THAT ILL "REGRET" GETTING ANY KIND OF SURGERY SO PEOPLE FUCKING ACCEPT ME. I WISH I LIVED NEAR WHERE MY PARTNER DOES BUT I FUCKING DONT. IF I WAS WITH MY DAD I WOULD LIVE WAY CLOSER THAN I AM RIGHT NOW. AND MY DAD WOULD ACTUALLY FUCKING LET ME VIST THEM. BUT IF I TELL MY MOM "HEY MOMM GUESS WHAT IM DATING SOMEONE HALF WAY ACROSS THE STATES OF USA!!" SHE WILL FUCKING KILL ME OR SOMETHING CUZ IM "TOO YOUNG TO DATE" AND ITS "TOO MUCH DRAMA" LIKE GIRL THE ONLY REASON MY RELATIONSHIPS DONT LAST IS BECAUSE YOUR FAT ASS DOESNT LET ME STAY WITH ANYONE AT ALL.
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