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Oh god I haven’t been on here for so long! 
          
          So I got a job at a haunted house! Me and my boyfriend broke up (due to his parents) we’re gonna try to get back together in 2 years. One of my boyfriends is willing to give me my dream proposal. And I find one of my coworkers hot but I think he’s straight

Whoever is writing my back story put the fucking pen down! I have enough

Everyone who doesn’t know the story behind my name Alexder hates it….Its Alexander but I forgot how to spell Alexander. I also have too many A’s in my deadname.

I reorganized my closet and applied to work at a haunted house

So turns out it’s weird for a 6 year old to sleep with just their dad…..(keep in mind I barely talked to him and it happened anytime I visited)

I can not be the only one who was raised in a Christian household and had to visualize everything. Like “god is always watching you” god got  a million eyeballs and hands holding eyes balls poking through the clouds. “If you watch that you’ll let demons in” okay so purple portal thingy and red little men with pitchforks and little horns doing a little dancey dance are coming into my house.

I swear I be getting random cravings at random times. Earlier it was pineapple now it’s cherries.

So funny story my boss’s daughter was working with me. And she said “oh I just got a little ‘tism” so me being diagnosed as autistic asked “oh you’re autistic?” She said no. I then told her not to say that then. I was fired like 2 days after. No reason given just fired. Oh well.

I never do these but life update: 
          
          -it was my littlest brother’s birthday yesterday so I called him and my other little brother because I can’t see them. It was the best thing ever. They act like I’m the coolest person ever still. 
          
          -my dad’s birthday was today (July 4th) it hurts not celebrating with him but there’s not much I can do 
          
          -My fiancé is ignoring his doctor’s order and drinking too much coffee so I’m afraid his heart condition will get worse. 
          
          -One of the brothers is dying their hair and the other says he loves me. It’s kinda cute. 
          
          -one of my dogs has heart worms now so vet bills are expensive. 
          
          -my cat now sleeps in a cardboard box on her own accord. 
          
          -I hung out with 2 of my other siblings today (I have 5 siblings 3 live with me) 
          
          - my boyfriends are trying to be more understanding with my issues and it’s a nice change not being used for 18+ activities. 
          
          - I haven’t contacted my toxic exes in a long while so I’m really proud of myself. 
          
          - I educated my mom more on the LGBTQ+ community. 
          
          -one of my boyfriends barely talks to me but he’s just busy.

You can hate me all day long I don’t care. Just keep my name out of your mouth. By the way with how much you talk about me you sound like a fan <3. Have a nice life M. Im done with you and your disrespect.