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share ko lang kaunti lang 'to napapansin nitong mga previous month I felt exhausted and tired physically and mentally so I stopped reading kasi I knew that whatever shit it is coming back again to ruin my life. After that I took a not good rest (I felt down or something inside is empty) and I thought "ah, kahit reader ka lang nakakaramdan la rin pala ng ganito" after some weeks in isolation in my habitual property something happens, so as a person with high screen time I went to x (called as twitter) thereyobe post announcement debuting ul (universe league) winning team and this was on July 1. This is where the fun goes, I waited for their cb and then boom one day I'm a fan (btw one of the members is a filo) that's where I'm trying to get better (they inspired me truly) and help me get back on my unconditional love for kpop and now things started to get toxic to the point it's ruining my body clock and I think it's a both helping me (not actually just helping but distracting me from toxic thoughts) at the same time it's draining.