Ozy

I do not like what I am seeing. COTE vol 12.5 better be a joke 

Did reprobate privated all his story or something I was in the middle of reading one of them last night 

I saw a few Ruina books with potential... Hope they don't miss.

I wouldn't deny how much of a degenerate I actually am. Just that I don't show it in public...

Happy new year to others.
          
          Mine is already ruined.

the 24th was my birthday. Another one spent alone.

Funny how I say I was improving but here I am rotting in my bed ince again.

It plagues my mind. I feel worse by the day, and I don't know how I should cope with it. Never once in my life have I felt so much self hate. It's been 2 months and I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING ELSE. Hollow and hollow, for the way v made me feel. 

I've been holding this off for a long time.
          
          I always wanted to write a story.
          
          It's not gonna be fanfiction or anything but an original. I would put my hands on it but I can never fully grasp a true storyline.
          
          My reasons to not write a story include but not limited to:
          
          - My inability to write a good storyline
          - My powerscaling. (I've come up with way too many OP characters in my head)
          - How to write/think a good character
          - How to write a fight scene
          
          Reading just becomes boring after a while and you want to write one but I fear getting the 'cringe OP mc writer' title.
          
          If I were to make one, it'll probably be on a separate account because I can't let my haters know this one.

For once ever since I started venting on wattpad I have some great news.
          
          I am starting to have a positive outlook on life. I feel joy in the things that just seem random. I walk and sit on a park appreciating what God has given us.