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I'm literally crying rn I almost had sleep paralysis while trying to shift
I was trying to shift cuz I was bored and stuff
So I was using a guided meditation and was falling asleep too it.
Then, I went into a dream. It's was actually so fucking weird but fun then It got scary.
So I was in this weird field and it was night but it wasn't scary. Then all the sudden four different types of oikawas appeared. It was a creepy oikawa that killed animals but it was still kind of funny, weird Hisoka type of oikawa, one that looked like alien oikawa that was green but then the rest of him was like normal looking, and the last different one was normal Oikawa. (Also sorry if this is kind of not really making sense I'm trying to describe this the best way I can) Then there's someone else there tho I had absolutely no idea who it was but it was someone who felt so familiar to me.
so after that we found a road and went to cross it and found like some weird mechanism of some type. Then we picked up torches. Then I scared myself cuz I looked over, saw Hisoka and I was like "oh my gosh you scared me". This is where it starts to get a bit weird. We crossed back over to the road but to different area on the road. then it got absolutely terrifying. I realized I was in a dream and not controlling my body. I wasn't able to control my body though I was still walking, and so I was like in my head "I am in a dream this is a dream".
So then I forced myself to say "I am in a dream this is a dream". Then it felt like I was being pulled away. And pushed into my bed or even being shaken. I was being dragged from the back, away from everyone else that was around me. Then I woke up with tears in my eyes saying "I'm in a dream this is a dream".
This is absolutely terrifying because I've had sleep paralysis once before and that was the scariest thing. I just barely escaped this.
anyways I'm pretty sure no one will read this but I just wanted to write it out so I can remember what happened