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ּ♡ IM CRYING RIGHT NOW THIS ISNT OKAY WHY DO I HURT MYSELF WITH SAD THOUGHTS FOR SUCH SWEETHEARTS MAN

ּ♡  not me imagining her PHYSICALLY going back in a time machine (that isn't metaphorical) and seeing his lies for herself, oh my god she would cry. (like tears fall from her face in shock at seeing it and not just hearing it, no actual sobs, she's like still so angelic and graceful. she'd crumble if she allowed herself to breakdown so much and would never be able to piece herself together again)

ּ♡    dissecting this for my own sanity sshhh
            "she is me, one, i wish i never fell in love"  BIGGEST LIE. she literally would never regret him but a broken heart makes the mind clouded and has people saying things they don't mean.
            "two, i, i wish i never fell for you" another lie that rumi would never ACTUALLY be able to say or admit to. but in the moment she'd wish that he'd at least been more honest because doesn't she deserve the truth? even if it's harsh and scary? if you love someone you don't lie to them. or at least try not to ever. 
            "oh, three, if, i just had one more wish–i'd go, back, and do it all over again" 
            basically rumi choosing sako again even if you means dealing with lies or avoidance on topics that should be discussed. even if they're not about their romantic endeavors, it about one of their's safety and that's just as important. she'd still go through it again because that's what love is, you'd do anything to be with that person, even if it hurts you. the one thing rumi was so set against until she met him. the old her would be laughing with spite right now, "how could you be such a fool hise? aren't all men the same? i told you" no, you're wrong, sako is different. his intentions were sweet though hurtful and not gone about the right way. he was never unfaithful or hurtful in any mental or physical form. rumi would love him with her everything for as long as she stood. if it meant a little heartache, it was deserved right? [for the stuff she put atsuhiro through with almost cutting him off... heh ]

ּ♡  replying to this eventually...

even rereading all the ones we have now I get so excited !!  ughh I love these two so much

including the   biker  x  waitress  one because omg how did I forget about it, I saved it specifically lol 

being fully awake and suddenly you've managed a nap is so scary help
            
            i think my body wants to sleep :(  so I will be responding to all of them in the morning (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) !!!

/ locking in

 ּ♡      V0IICE  MSM'S <33
                                          @kktsukii 
            try and we will find out..  

/ where would an interaction between blondes even begin.. THESE blondes that is. an angry one and a pretty one (they're both pretty but ones a grouch.. sometimes)

     i blame luluyam for what is about to change in her bio...

ּ♡       i    <3    @compressions 
                      what's on your mind?
            
                 [    rumi hummed, acknowledging his statement, not that she couldn't give a physical statement, she seemed to be picking up that there was something... strange about this outing. not in a bad way. of course she knew there was a change but she assumed it was for a subsequent and well enough reason, that she shouldn't question it. the woman trusted the man she loved with her everything, if she didn't they wouldn't be here right now. she didn't even want to imagine that, push those thoughts away for never. gaze moved from snow to the path ahead as she'd tried to figure out what there was about this walk, then she could make out the gazebo. it was cute, quaint, and it reminded her of multiple seeds she'd seen in romance movies. weren't these usually at parties? or decorated for special occasions. they were unique for a reason. rumi's hand seemed to drop from his own, curiosity getting the better of her as she moved forward to step into the small area. mind racing with things she seen or heard relating with these, in all media. confessions was one, but hadn't they gone through that? they weren't teenagers. a small laugh seemed to sneak it's way out of hise but she covered her face so sako wouldn't hear, though that was sure to have failed. no, no, she couldn't let herself get distracted, she needed to think. the female gripped onto one of the many white poles holding the gazebo up, her gaze traversing out at the scenery. it somehow felt different at this view, as if the world went slower in this moment. allowing everything to shine brighter, feel warmer even in the cold. or perhaps that was her heart, the way it was racing was strange. but she was in the best kind of mood so maybe not so strange.  ]  it really is beautiful.   [  the snow. this moment. everything felt this way in this time.  ] 

[  ah.  her words make him ponder whether he is too much in his head,  but only for fleeting moments.  it was thoughts like of those kind that could make him more stressed than he already does.  besides,  her expression  (  at least to him  )  had never lied.  rumi was enjoying their brisk walk through the streets.  she was enjoying just their shared time,  admiring every small thing that surrounded their journey.  it only made him love her more.  it's in times like these that he indulges in greed,  taking in the way her features illuminate in the christmas atmosphere.  the small fog from glossed lips,  her slightly smaller palm encased in his own hand,  how the snowflakes decorated her coat like finishing touches to a priceless masterpiece —  it almost wasn't fair to be the one allowed in her constant presence.  (  an unfair life he would proudly live until his dying breath.  )   eyes make way back to  [ now ]  cobblestone paths,  seeing as they're making the right turn.  there's grass in the distance —  goodness,  they're practically there.  eyes catch a glimpse of the lit-up area that looks a good  (  hundred ? )  feet ahead.  the area was known for just a small gazebo.  nothing..  special.   in sight,  but not obvious where they were heading.  this was good.  attention makes way back to her and he smiles,  fond of any idea she'd think to partake in.  ]   not much longer ..  there's a spot just ahead that I'd like to take a look at,  then we can head back.  [  -  home.  their home.  hopefully.  ]   

ּ♡        i    <3    @compressions  ,
                             how lovely he is . . .
            
                   [   her expression continued to grow brighter, if even possible. without even needing to look his way, rumi could tell he was in good spirits and for that she was grateful. his happiness was her own, something she thought she'd never gain from a relationship with another. such a deep connection, burning brightly as a fires ever burning flame.   ]   i'm just voicing my concerns.  [  her lips purse, but she still smiles, amusedly at his answer. of course he'd say something so sweetening, hise would never tire of his way with words. eyes cast over the fallen snowflakes, the many houses with decoration, and the path ahead of them. she hadn't a clue on their location, this wasn't their usual walking route. which was a good thing, new things to survey, new beauty to enjoy, especially with all the snow. cold breaths mingling to create a small fog as the female lightly breathed in and out, honey brown hues marveling at the children at play. her heart warmed at such a sweet innocent sight, she could only have dreamed of a youth with such carefreeness. a light mental shake of the head and she was back,   ]   how much longer do you think we'll be out, there's a movie i thought we could watch by the fire.  [  she suggested, having a thought of catering to him. both with a warm mug of something to each of their tastes, sat closely together, whether by a crackling fire, or in heated abode. and to top it all a movie matching the mood of the evening.     ]

☆  ur honor,  I love them.  unfortunately I got wrapped up in criminal documentaries today... (guilty as charged, I'm consuming all the media after this semester </3) so I haven't been on my phone wbabsb I'm sleepy but I'm gonna start my responses now !!!  if I don't sent anything I passed out ..  but will continue tomorrow (*ˊᗜˋ*)

☆   EXPLODES INTO CONFETTI

☆   smh he is such a nickname stealer .. come lock this guy up he's so unoriginal  /j