@V3Veriza
I am here to check if you're in good health and still writing.
@ MrHaoshin I'm just depressed, nothing too big to worry about. It's literal months since I last wrote in the app. I'm sorry but no matter how much I wanted to, I couldn't get myself to write. Thank you for checking in on me, hope I can get back to writing soon
Sometimes I felt like I got shadow banned, boycott or something like it
I basically had no other social medias so I'm literally in the dark
So please, just so that I know what's up, please tell me be it good things or bad things
I am restless at this point
@V3Veriza Nepal got a revolt... Trump is betraying his friends and becoming selfish after being president... Someone is making killer animatronics... Someone is also making terminators.
@V3Veriza same I mean I don’t really know what’s going on aside from the stuff I get from others
Thank you for the 500 Followers!!
I'm feeling more pumped out to write now
Although exam is coming up... Ah who cares, I'm just gonna continue writing
I figured out that my biggest weakness is branching story, GVR as main example
And yet, I do it again and again and again AND AGAIN LIKE A DUMBASS
Freaking hell I hate myself
Happy New Year!
Honestly, I wanted to write some long paragraphs about last year. However, I couldn't even do that now (And here I thought I I could try to go back to writing and yet I couldn't even write a Happy New Year saying)
So yeah, I kinda just wrote what's on my mind right now
I really do want to go back to writing but nope, my mind couldn't come up with anything and my motivation is not strong enough
I haven't even watched the third season of Tensura due to me losing interest in basically everything God Damnit
Don't worry, I did go to the doctor which resulted in me having to drink some pills in the morning and night
But to be honest, it only stopped the suicidal thoughts and made my mind mellow
So I'm basically just Alive, not wanting to die, but not living either
Well that's all, I hope we all have a nice 2025
(I just hope me getting very lucky for the past few days doesn't mean I already took most of my 2025's luck)
What matters is how you think your life should go don't let anyone else change your goals for your future.
Listen what matters is your health if you want to take time of then do it. Everyone faces challenges and you can overcome them. Take some time to heal find inspiration and if you can't do that, do something that will make you happy.
It’s tough man. If it weren’t a clinical thing, I’d say to find a hobby or interest to liven up your mellow feeling, but it’s not that easy unfortunately. I guess it’s just a matter of stopping the suicidal thoughts for long enough so that you, your mind, your body eventually heal and get by this stage of your life and you can feel true interest and passion again. I wish you the best man! Keep it going. And Happy New Years!
Hello everyone, I'm sorry I have to bring up bad news today
I think I will officially stop writing, I'm sorry
I just... no longer able to imagine anything anymore, I no longer have ambition and motivation, I no longer have what it takes to write. Moreover I have been losing interest in Tensura as of late, which admittedly is saddening but I couldn't even let out a tear
I'm just glad it's been a fun 3 years ride since I started writing
Sure there are bad moments due to poor decision making, but I'm glad I could improve because of it
I'm just glad I managed to Finish TTD, semi-finish God Wannabe, and letting more capable writer do Rudra + Velgrynd = Rimuru
I really sorry there's no update on TTD Remake and GVR, I do have some draft, but couldn't continue it no matter how I try
I feel like I should announce this, which is why I do so, and with this I say Goodbye and Thank you all for following along my writing journey
@V3Veriza Hardships is something we all went through, and I can agree that it is hard like very hard, I started bad like really bad, you can even read my old fanfics, it is bad but don't ever give up no matter what happens even if you are going through it, Your reward is success and it would be permanent
Seems like I'm able to be discharged early thanks to well behavior
My experience there was somewhat nice, just a bit boring. EXCEPT for my first night and morning. Being in a intensive room was the worst, there you can find what you think of mentally unstable people
I'm thankful I'm just there for one night
Anyhow when I'm in the nicer room, an idea struck me, so I quickly write it all the moment I could
It's now published as A God Wannabes Daily Life, hope you read it
Seems like I'm going to a mental hospital today and I don't know untill when. Just hope for the best
hello
I really want to write an original story, but I suck at story writing... Which is why I became a fanfic writer
But I feel like I need to have a change
I'm only able to write the background, and characters, but upon reviewing them, it just feel like One Punch Man and Dragon Ball have a child
I can try write it, but be prepared as the story won't go anywhere
So what do you think?