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Happy New Year!
          
          Honestly, I wanted to write some long paragraphs about last year. However, I couldn't even do that now (And here I thought I I could try to go back to writing and yet I couldn't even write a Happy New Year saying)
          
          So yeah, I kinda just wrote what's on my mind right now
          
          I really do want to go back to writing but nope, my mind couldn't come up with anything and my motivation is not strong enough
          
          I haven't even watched the third season of Tensura due to me losing interest in basically everything God Damnit
          
          Don't worry, I did go to the doctor which resulted in me having to drink some pills in the morning and night
          
          But to be honest, it only stopped the suicidal thoughts and made my mind mellow
          
          So I'm basically just Alive, not wanting to die, but not living either
          
          Well that's all, I hope we all have a nice 2025
          
          (I just hope me getting very lucky for the past few days doesn't mean I already took most of my 2025's luck)

Hello everyone, I'm sorry I have to bring up bad news today
          
          I think I will officially stop writing, I'm sorry
          
          I just... no longer able to imagine anything anymore, I no longer have ambition and motivation, I no longer have what it takes to write. Moreover I have been losing interest in Tensura as of late, which admittedly is saddening but I couldn't even let out a tear
          
          I'm just glad it's been a fun 3 years ride since I started writing
          
          Sure there are bad moments due to poor decision making, but I'm glad I could improve because of it
          
          I'm just glad I managed to Finish TTD, semi-finish God Wannabe, and letting more capable writer do Rudra + Velgrynd = Rimuru
          
          I really sorry there's no update on TTD Remake and GVR, I do have some draft, but couldn't continue it no matter how I try
          
          I feel like I should announce this, which is why I do so, and with this I say Goodbye and Thank you all for following along my writing journey

Seems like I'm able to be discharged early thanks to well behavior
          
          My experience there was somewhat nice, just a bit boring. EXCEPT for my first night and morning. Being in a intensive room was the worst, there you can find what you think of mentally unstable people
          
          I'm thankful I'm just there for one night
          
          Anyhow when I'm in the nicer room, an idea struck me, so I quickly write it all the moment I could
          
          It's now published as A God Wannabes Daily Life, hope you read it

Seems like I'm going to a mental hospital today and I don't know untill when. Just hope for the best

Hey, can you mail me at my insta? i have an idea of a story, I want to tell to you so you can see if you can work on it

hello

I really want to write an original story, but I suck at story writing... Which is why I became a fanfic writer 
          
          But I feel like I need to have a change
          
          I'm only able to write the background, and characters, but upon reviewing them, it just feel like One Punch Man and Dragon Ball have a child
          
          I can try write it, but be prepared as the story won't go anywhere
          
          So what do you think?

Happy birthday to me!
          
          As a present, you all get two last chapters
          One for Two Dragonoid and one for God wannabe

Tomorrow will be a special day, be prepared 

Man I'm so demotivated right now and I needed to update so many stuff f ck my life...
          
          TTD need it last chapter
          GVR is collecting dust at this point
          RVR need a new start
          TTDR is still being procrastinated 
          AGW need massive editing
          And the various story in ETU need an update...
          
          I can't do all of it... Sorry....
          
          If only I could clone myself...
          Or atleast have someone that could and would push me forward...