VEGETABLE_SHORTENING

I lurvvvv alcohol 

I am so cancelled 

TO CLARIFY, I MEANT I HAVE AN ADDICTION TO DRUGS, 
          
          I WAS NOT TALKING ABT MYSELF WHEN I MENTIONED PORN ADDICTION. EW EMBARRASSINGGGGG

tell me u have a porn addiction without telling me u have a porn addiction, 
          
          imagine (being straight) and having not one BUT TWO big BEAUTIFUL HOT girls quite literally on ur cock, and like an hour later still can't cum 
          
          but that's what we get for fkn a old ass guy I guess (he was 34) like get a fucking life 
          
          also I'm in my addict eraaaaa 
          
          LIFE SOOOO CRAZYTYYYY HEHEHE

I read bl not yaoi 
          
          ppl get them confused a lot, one is slow burn romance between 2 men, the other is practically just porn (with the occasional storyline) 
          
          
          That's all.

young wild and free I guess 
          
          ecstacy or acid next 
          
          got offered coke but that might be a little too hardcore for me 
          
          gonna dye my hair again and cut it it's too long 
          
          I love change I love alcohol (not beer) I love drugs I'm about to move out I can't wait 
          
          I'm saving for a car 
          
          things are good 
          
          didn't think I'd be alive at this age sooooo don't ask me bout the future 
          
          only thing I can think of that id want in the future, is prob dihk (no relationships tho I don't fw that) so much work tho 

they took down most of my go to smut books bruh 
          
          do they rly want me to move to ao3 that bad or what 
          
          I'm so sick of the censorship on the internet because of mad parents refusing to put in the effort to not censor what their kid sees but insist that the whole internet should be safe for their kid. 
          
          stfu and actually parent if u don't want ur kid seeing the real world, censor it urself hoe
          
          this isn't really about the smut tho, it's the censorship. they are stopping ethnic studies classes, making the materials harder to find, erasing slavery and genocides that people need to know about. 
          
          not just past, BUT PRESENT. things happening right now, are being hidden, silenced and covered up
          
          everyone should know why and how people allowed shit like that to happen, how not to let it ever happen again, and now the US wants to take it all away
          
          history repeats itself when you don't actively try not to repeat it. 

Guys. I am now employed. 
          
          Money = Yay 
          Putting $ into Corporate Billion Dollar Businesses = fuck u 
          Rent = Yay 
          Having to work my ass off all the time = fuck u 
          Car (soon) = Yay 
          The company will pay for my college = Yay 
          Not constantly home = Yay 
          Putting $ into Corporate Billion Dollar Businesses = fuck u
          Putting $ into Corporate Billion Dollar Businesses = fuck u
          Putting $ into Corporate Billion Dollar Businesses = fuck u
          
          stupid fucking corporate America, but at least I get money and am not in the fast food industry. 

yesterday was the perfect start to spring/summer 
          
          I met up w a friend I haven't seen since I was like 16 and it was such a good match tbh funnest time I've had in a long damn time 
          
          anyways public intoxication is a crime so don't do that 
          
          also I learned yesterday that in most of the US, buying alcohol for anyone 'underage' even if they are over 18 is a felony so that's crazy asf 
          
          andddd we made more plans to hang out
          yippeee \⁠(⁠ϋ⁠)⁠/

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