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bro my sister is so fucking dramatic about everything bruh
          
          I was helping her slit her eyebrow and it literally slipped and took SLIGHTLY more than she wanted off,
          
          swear I'm not being dramatic it's a TINY difference and she's screaming crying bangin her head on shit bc she's mad,  it'll literally grow back it 2 days but okay 
          
          I told her what we could do to hide/fix it and she tweaks out like bro 
          
          IM SORRY NOT EVERYTHING WENT UR WAY BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU FUCKIN MOVED 
          
          I understand changing ur appearance can be hit or miss, especially if it's ur eyebrows but dude have a little maturity. 
          

yesterday was the perfect start to spring/summer 
          
          I met up w a friend I haven't seen since I was like 16 and it was such a good match tbh funnest time I've had in a long damn time 
          
          anyways public intoxication is a crime so don't do that 
          
          also I learned yesterday that in most of the US, buying alcohol for anyone 'underage' even if they are over 18 is a felony so that's crazy asf 
          
          andddd we made more plans to hang out
          yippeee \⁠(⁠ϋ⁠)⁠/

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LMAOOAOAOAOAOAO LMFAOOOOO 
          
          I WAS JUST READING AND THE MAIN COUPLE WAS JUS GOIN AT IT, AND ONE OF THEM SHOT THEIR LOAD LITERALLY ACROSS THE ROOM TOWARD THE DOOR 
          
          RIGHT AS SOMEONE WALKED IN, AND IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED IM CRYING BC WHATTT LMAOOO 

TW, CW, WHATEVER U WANNA CALL IT, WARNING!!.
          
          when I talked to the suicide hotline for the first time when I was 14, they told me if I wasn't planning on killing myself then I shouldn't call or text the hotline. 
          
          when I told them I often thought about suicide, fantasized about it, planned it out, or made plans about how it could go, they said if I didn't have an immediate plan to kill myself, I shouldn't call or text the hotline. 
          
          when they asked if I had ever hurt myself, or thought of hurting myself, I said 'yes, I have and I do'. they said it didn't matter unless I had an immediate plan to kill myself, I shouldn't call or text the hotline. 
          
          one of the first signs someone is seriously considering suicide is self harm. another is reaching out for help, a call for help is often the last time someone reaches out, a last ditch effort if you will 
          
          I'm posting this for awareness, because I've been thinking, what if that call was the last I had made, my last ditch effort? what if I just didn't want to admit that I was this | | close to ending it all? 
          
          It physically hurts me to think about all the poor souls who hoped just one person would care, who wished that maybe, just maybe someone could help them through their struggles, but when they made their call, they were met with automated, basic questions instead of empathy and care, that they were told they weren't a priority because there were people who 'actually needed help' and they simply slipped through the cracks. 

when I was a kid I was taught to be quiet, listen, do what you are told 
          
          when I was a teen I was told I need to speak up, stand up for yourself, have some confidence 
          
          now as an 'adult' I'm still nervous and quiet as I was when I was a kid, but when I do find my voice or stand up for myself I feel silenced, unlistened to, and unimportant. 
          
          when I have some confidence, I feel big headed, like I don't deserve to have it. 

bro why do people (esp old white ppl) excuse teens being racist/using slurs
          
          'oh they were just a teen, they didn't know better' 
          
          'they didn't know what they were saying' 
          
          'they've grown since then' or 'it was in the past' or 'they apologized' 
          
          
          if you are old enough for your age to end with ___teen, you are old enough to know not to say racial slurs or make racist jokes or participate in racist rhetoric 
          
          yours truly, a very white teen who has never even thought of using racial slurs against someone (or at all for that matter) 
          
          like why are you excusing a 15yo for this behavior? or a 17yo??? like huh??????
          
          THEY ARE SENTIENT PEOPLE THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE SAYING AND ARE SAYING THINGS TO DELIBERATELY HURT AND DISCRIMINATE AGAINST OTHERS 
          
          that is NOT excusable just because they are a teen/young adult 
          
          and the fact I'm seeing this behavior or excuses for this behavior so much on social media that I have to type this out/rant about it....in 2026......      
          
          this world is just so damn disappointing, glad I was born in this time, but also not, because why are we SO behind as a society and a world 

I find it really weird that most people chew with their whole mouth, and don't have a dedicated side 
          
          But also my parents didn't really care much about dental hygiene or show me how to properly maintain my own, so Ive always had mouth pain, cavities, infections etc that would make me favor one side to chew on 
          
          I've had dozens of cavities (almost every tooth unfortunately), a couple teeth pulls, and a bunch of root canals and fillings.... 
          
          thank goodness for insurance and access to healthcare because at 19 I have to go to the dentist multiple times a month, expensive referrals and medications and STILL (after 2 consistent years of visits and work on my mouth) have a lot to fix. 
          
          neglectful parents: 1  mouth: 0 
          
          Anyways if yalls parents were like that I def get it, and if you have younger siblings like I do PLEASE get on their asses abt oral care, ts is painful and expensive and completely fkn preventable. And don't forget to take care of urselves even when it's hard <3
          

my grandma on my mom's side had a severe vitamin b12 deficiency 
          
          vitamin deficiencies can be hereditary 
          
          I think I'll probably never have a b12 one cuz  why do energy drinks have so much 
          
          why does 12oz (355ml) of ultra blue hawaiian monster have 370% of the daily recommended b12 
          
          why does whipped orange and berry sangria rockstars both have like 100-170% of daily recommended b12 
          
          y'all can't convince me that normal usage of energy drinks aren't healthy/beneficial 
          
          I'm getting vitamins AND it's sugar free AND it gives me the energy of a peak crack high? 
          
          sign me up.         theyr so expensive tho like what the heck.     still worth it. 

this isn't targeted (unless u use ai) 
          
          but when I notice ai usage, whether it's a cover, a meme, a paragraph that looks a little funky, or a video uploaded and the person just feels or looks wrong 
          
          I automatically lose respect for the person using it. (and probably block them) 
          
          like whoopdy doo you lost all creativity congrats  
          
          bc theres better ways bruh
          
          also using ai for educational shit is actually so bad, especially to the point it's gotten to now, like so much of it is flat out misinformation, and students are just taking it as real and truth. 
          
          and I'm not putting myself on a pedestal or anything, like that Google ai summary is rly useful for when I have a quick question and don't have the time or energy to do proper research,  BUT THATS EXACTLY THE ISSUE 
          
          (my next Google will be "how to disable ai summary" dw, I'm self aware. ) 
          
          anyways delete all ai, don't support it, stay educated (or at least try a little bit) and don't follow people who use it 
          
          [Also I want to put on record, I think that if you use chatting ai bots, not only is that sad and you need friends, but that makes you part of the problem, also that is just so sad] 
          
          I had a friend in 2023-2024 that used those, we are no longer friends lol, I also had a friend who WAS BUYING A PREMIUM SUBSCRIPTION 
          
          like girl you have friends and REAL people to talk too WHAT are we DOING bro 
          
          we are not friends anymore either 
          
          like ts is genuinely embarrassing to me.
          
           (ai usage is not the only reason I broke up w past friends btw, but I have standards, they are pretty low, so when they aren't met, id rather have no friends than ones who cant do the barest of minimums) 
          
          call me woke, call me a hater, call me whatever, but y'all are not changing my mind dawg