Vegetable.Shortening

I miss youuuu :,) I hope you're doing okay lovely!!! I miss you're rants and comments :/ !!  

my head hurts help 
          
          am die 

I need to make like 
          
          a blog r smth 
          
          bc I just, have these moments and sometimes days upon days of just, 
          
          THOUGHT. 
          
          it takes over my brain, esp when I haven't yapped/ranted in a while lol 

okok last announcement rant of the day.
          
          PLEASE. STOP SELF DIAGNOSING YOURSELVES. OR LETTING OTHER PPL GET AWAY WITH SELF DIAGNOSING THEMSELVES W SHIT. 
          
          it GENUINELY tweaks me out. 
          
          or when a NON CERTIFIED HEALTHCARE PROFESSIONAL mentions something about that, that does !!!NOT!!!  mean you have that thing. 
          
          Like I was talking to an irl, and she was mentioning her ADHD, and I was like ??? I didn't know u had that, u never mentioned it before?
          
          and she was like, yeah my doctor told me I have it. 
          
          and I was like..... your.........doctor? 
          
          as in, your PHYSICIAN?? like not a psychiatrist, not a mental healthcare professional, but your doctor.....? 
          
          and she was like 'yeah!' 
          
          and I was just...... so disappointed, because that is not how that works, the only thing ur physician can do, is screen you for said disorder, they cannot diagnose you. 
          
          they would have to send you to a licensed psychiatrist, in order for that. 
          
          or the self medicating, because of the self diagnosis. makes my eye twitch. because. what.  
          
          you, did not. 
          
          go to years and years of medical school, in a specific field of study, to be telling urself u have something, and then to medicate yourself. 
          
          THE ACTUAL DOCTORS CANT EVEN DO THAT, THEY HAVE TO GO TO THEIR DOCTOR, so WHY do people do that!?! UGH. 
          
          and this is prob a good time to mention, 
          
          Personally, I have a suspicion I might have a mood disorder, but I will not say that I do unless diagnosed so by a certified healthcare professional, in the right field, with the correct certifications, that has done the PROPER tests and sessions and can actually diagnose me 
          
          BECAUSE CAN WE PLEASE STOP SELF DIAGNOSING. THAT'S NOT REAL. IT IS NOT REALLLL. OMFG. YALL (the collective y'all, not you my followers specifically, I mean like ppl in the world) NEED TO BE STOPPED. 
          
          UGH. idk y I'm so passionate abt this, BUT I AM. AND I STICK FIRMLY WITH THIS BELIEF. 
          

PSA.           P       S        A           PSA.  
          
          (to the males) 
          
          not everything to do with a woman is about her menstrual cycle.    (not just the period, but the entire monthly cycle yk) 
          
          like if I say I have been really sad lately, dont you dare fkn ask if my period is soon. 
          
          No. It's not. I'm allowed to feel feelings not just because of hormones, but because they are how I feel. 
          
          Like that question is SO invalid. ESPECIALLY from a male. ESP ESP from a male you are not close with, like atp it's just actually weird. 
          
          also the same goes for when women get horny, like.... 'are u ovulating' BITCH. HUH. 
          
          NO. WE JUST LIKE BIG BUFF MEN. AND SMALL FEMININE MEN. AND BIG BUFF WOMEN. AND ETC ETC ETC. SYBAU. WOMEN R HORNY TOO SOMETIMES. FUCK U. 
          
          
          also just to continue the first part of the rant, it's really really really off-putting when a guy says something like that about another female aswell,
          
           like "yeah my mom was getting on my ass about it too, like omfg why can't she just chill, must be on her period r smth" (says while laughing sarcasticly btw.) 
          
          Like.... no you stupid fucking fuckface jizzmopper little bitch, it's probably because she's tired of coming home from a long day and seeing that ur bum ass, unemployed, crusty, dusty, musty, self STILL hasn't cleaned up the mess she asked you to clean 3 fkn days ago.  

I know I look a little younger than my age,
          
          BUT WHY DO PEOPLE TALK TO ME AS IF IM FIVE
          
          LIKE TODAY I HAD TO GO SOMEWHERE, AND I HAD A COUPLE BUCKS SO I WENT TO GET COFFEE AFTER,
          
          AND THE GIRL (who was def a college student, couldn't have been over 21) 
          
          WAS TALKING TO ME AS IF I WAS A FRESH HATCHLING,
          
           LIKE IM SURE SHE WAS JUST TRYING TO BE NICE R SMTH BUT BRO. 
          
          IM 19 NOT 9. (well, I'm 19 nxt month) BUT STILL OMGGG  
          
          IT JUST FEELS SO CONDESCENDING WHEN SOMEONE TALKS TO YOU AS IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THE WORLD 
          
          LIKE BITCH. I CAN ORDER A LATTE BY MYSELF THANK U VERY MUCH. 
          
          also it was a starbucks. AND THEIR COFFEE MACHINES WERE BROKEN. 
          
          LIKE WHAT. HUH. I was so sad, but it's ok bc the walk home was very peaceful and it wasn't raining for once. 
          
          sighhh I rly rly wanted their winter edition coffees before they get rid of em, but alas, I am broke and probably won't go out again until next month. 
          
          this whole rant screams 'i need to get employed' 
          
          ... because I do. 

HELLO MY DARLING CHILDREN
          
          it's been awhile, but am back now heh heh heh *insert smirking cat emoji* 
          
          
          How have y'all been?? :3 
          
          
          In my current state, I am abt to crash out, bc like, all I want rn is bread and meat, so like I went to make a croissant sandwich, BOOM 
          
          FATASS FAMILY ATE ALL THE CROISSANTS 
          
          okok that's fine I'll just make a reg sandwich, BOOM 
          
          NO FUCKING BREAD 
          
          ok yk what, ion even want a sandwich anymore, I'll have a hotdog r smth, BOOM 
          
          NO HOTDOG BUNS 
          
          omfgggggg I just want bread and meat rn, it's a rly rly bad craving, like when I want smth it's ALL I can think about ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Send Help (and preferably some new croissants) 

HAPPY *EARLY* NEW YEAR LOVIE!! I HOPE 2026 IS AMAZING FOR YOU!! LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL!!! <33

HOW ARE YOU MY LOVEEEEE!!! I HAVENT SEEN A MESSAGE ON YOIR BKARD FOR A FEW DAYS AND MISS YOUR RANTS :')

WHEN I SAID I WANTED AN EMO BOY 
          
          I MEANT AESTHETICALLY 
          
          NOT AS IN DEPRESSED AND CONSTANTLY STRESSING ME OUT 
          
          OMFGGGGGG
          
          AAAAAAAAA