I think im gonna pour my heart (and guts) out here.
Why? Bc this acc isnt active, and bc i have no one to tell.
I can not take this life any longer, i tried.
I love this girl, but ik we will nvr be, however, i can not for the love of me imagine a life, where im not her lover.
So, advancing in life is meaningless to me.
Is that gay?