@VHA_N_TAE I know this is late but did you continue to read?
Don't worry, you don't need to feel bad for something like this. It happens pretty often to me to drop a book and not coninue with it for some time, I think that happens to everyone from time to time. But I gotta agree with @milchreis03, there's a big plot twist that'll make you read the whole thing again, haha