first month of high school after being homeschooled for 4 years, so my first month of high school ever, I'm in grade 11, but I have the experience of grade 9. The first day I got my period before I went to school and so the first week was very stressful. the next week I got sick, the 3rd week was a 3-day week and this week I went in expecting a normal 5-day week where I felt good, but then I stayed up doing an assignment I thought was done, but when I checked it wasn't, so Monday I was zoned out, Tuesday I felt better but then the lockdown and almost school shooting went down, the yesterday I was dissociating and processing things and today I was tired and still processing. the school just expects us to get over it and go back to the routine and I can feel myself burning out as I no longer have time to get things done and do anything I like anymore. :p so yea feb was fun.